The Begins 2 Flashback
With a kiss it brought me to my dark place.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, I don't really believe that. I feel justice will be served though me. I came home from work with cops surrounded my house.
Chapter 1: Eyes
I don't want to remember my child hood. I can replay them by touching my scars.
Drugs and Arguments is what I learned from my parents.
I thought by me going to school they would love me but no.
I got love when I washed the blood stains off the floor every day. When was the pain going to end?
Chapter 2: The Cage
Basketball was my only outlet it allowed me to become the superstar of the courts. Until one day this short kid with a big mouth played me one on one. All throughout the game nonstop talking "I felt just play the damn game of basketball". Going up for a shot he fouled me hard and didn't want to respect the call. I went to my backpack grappled my gun and I shot him. For the first time in my life I felt happy to do what was on my mind.
Chapter 3: Mindset
Me killing I did the system a favor. You think they care about the hood? Sorry I meant the rich or low class. We put money into the wealth pockets buying cars, jewels, cloths, sneakers, but don't have a pot to piss in having nothing of our own. Thoughts running through my head.
Chapter 4: Word Of Mouth
I worked at McDonalds making sandwiches. I didn't like the job but it keeps money into my pocket. My name is Felice Miller. I hate when people say I look my parents. Sometimes I wish I could move to start over and change my name.
But know life dreams don't always come true.
Chapter 5: Payback
Bullshit at home work and school was starting to kick my ass. There are some days I wish I could just chill and relax. I was riding the bus home and saw a lot of police cars flying pass us but that's normal in the hood of Las Vegas. Got off in front of my house with bodies lying in my grass. What the fuck happened was going through my head. In a clam voice I asked the cops was everything ok. The news I heard rocked my whole world what would make someone to kill someone's family. I want to take justice into my own hands find who did this and kill them.
A voice in the background called me over and said I know who killed those people. His name is John you killed his brother. How you know this old man? Well there's a saying "you never know who's watching.
Chapter 6: In deep
That statement stayed in my head for the next three days. Everybody has a choice to walk away from their sins but when you're in too deep how can you?
I asked around and found john before I killed him he said he had a friend. When I went looking for him I heard he left town.
That's when I made a choice to join the marines. I had to stay low and make a change in my life.
Chapter 7: Perfect Timing
4 years later I retuned couldn't wait until I got out. The sad thing is I became into my parents doing drugs and drinking. More twisted than ever. Still burning inside me I want the other man to feel my pain because misery loves company. This isn't over I'm going to finish what I started. I moved to Utah to start fresh and changed my first name to Felicia
