I was in love with the two of them
Yet I wasn't sure if they loved me back.
My beloved mother said things like I'm a precious gem
I'm pretty and graceful, control is what I lack.
They hit and hurt me, she said
My dead mom's words were still in my head
But I thought it felt like a kiss
In my blind eyes, I felt I was in bliss.
Was my eyes really blind?
Or I was pretending to be?
With the peace and love I can't find
Did it even search me?
I got a cigarette and lit it
The alcohol tracing my throat like a knife
Now, can't you see it?
I already told you the love of my life.
YOU ARE READING
Summertime Sadness
PoetryWhen I was young, I always wanted to write poems. Opposite the glowing light of the sun at a beautiful summer, my life is in a cold and gloomy winter. My sun had died, all my warmth gone. //Lana Del Rey inspired poems.//
