"Smoking In Cursive"
Authors: - iRaineDynasty (Instagram :: gorjuss.nation & sm0kin.raine)
- Reddy (Instagram:: reddlean)
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I put my feelings in a blunt wrap , smoke that, take a cat nap, wake up , get a double cup , then drink my feelings up, and its like these drugs slow the time down, in a ocean of thoughts ,I'm afraid I might drown, Satan's helper just walked in my room in a night gown, I live in such a bright town that you wouldn't even think that my mind had the lights down , curtains closed, its dark in here, and its pretty cold, stressing at the age of fourteen got me feeling pretty old , by the way I'm not happy, I thought id let you know .
The Windows off the floor has seen the episodes in which I sow. Standing , looking down one foot off the balcony,blood stains the ground below . I can't believe I lasted this long the thoughts have found its way around . My happiness is lazy, the world around me crazy. I'm tired of running laps with the ground beneath me cracked . So I roll up another blunt trying to find what's been attacked . My soul has had a beating ,my heart is barely there , the people around me cheering for a life that doesn't care .
So I sit here and wallow in my feelings, they say time heals wounds , but one isn't healing My time has expired. My ticking clock dead . These are the thoughts that happen in my bed.
These are the words of my prophet. The undistinguished words on my locket. Lost but never found . Sound asleep deep in the ground
You won't see me around , I'll just vanish, and zero opportunities , I couldn't take advantage, my thought process is slanted, I'm going crazy like a drone that's unmanned, the aircraft that failed to land, the power that's in my hands in washing away with the sand
Don't miss me when I'm gone . U had a chance for long . Don't put me on your Blog . I'm simply just gone.
️Don't even come near my body wit them fake tears, fake love , surrounded by your fake peers It's all over now . I'm done and over with . Don't put on your mask of frowns but continue your face of smiles.
