Broken|Rucus

uh oh

R I L E Y P O V
1 week later
i woke up that morning to my phone dinging.it was a text from riley hater. yeah thats what i called them.well anyway it said....
whats up sluts. just wanted to say that your fat,ugly,stupid, and that no one cares about you.
-hater
i sighed. i took out my knife and started to cut. i now have 10 cuts on both arms. i went into the closet. i pulled out a simple outfit. jeans with a sweater with hearts on it(to hid my cuts of course.)
i skiped breakfeast. i haven't ate since lucus broke up with me. instead of taking subway i walked. i have no friends anymore. so theirs no point in taking the subway.i know that they'll be there and i don't want to see them. it will make me break down in tears. so again I'm walking.
*******************
i walked to my locker. i pulled out my books i need for my dads history class. i heard laughter from behind me. i turned around and saw i guess now fremenies. i just sighed and walked alone to my dads history class.i sat down in the back of class with charlie gardener. i smile at him. he smiles back.he has this crush on me but i dont like him in that way. i love lucus but It's pretty clear right now that he doesn't like me.
lunch time
i got my lunch (even though I'm not going to eat it.) i sat down at a empty table.i just stared at my food.like it was poision.

then i got a text from riley hater.
i see your sitting alone.thats because everyone hates you.everyone things your fat,ugly,a slut,a kluzts. no one loves you. your justs way to goofy to have friends you should just kill yourself.
bye love-hater
i could feel a tear coming.i tried to hide it. to late.

"hey riley i came to talk to you ab- are you crying?"said farkle.

"no farkle.I'm not. why do you even care."i said wipping my tear away.

"no you were."he said.

"no i wasn't"i said.

"ril-"

"I WASN'T OKAY!"i yelled cutting him off.

"whatever i was coming over to talk to you about you being a bull-"he said.

"I'M NOT A BULLY!"i yelled at him again.i had anoth of this.i got up and was about to leave.when i saw lucus kissing MISSY. he was kissing my enemy.

"but riley he doesn't love you anymore." a hissing voice says.i looked around but i see no one.

"he thinks your a fat, ugly, tall kluzts. he doesn't love you."the voiced hissed again.i again looked around but these time i see myself but it not me.

she looks excatly like me but she is pure black. her eyes are black. i mean pure darkness.her face, her clothes, her skin.pure darkness.she keeps looks looking at me like i was toy to be played with.

"riley you keep looking at the wall like you saw a ghost."farkle said

"tell farkle the truth then he will think your a lier riley.then he will hate you more."she hissed.

"because i did."i wispered.i looked at him.

"what"he said confused.

"i got to go"i said quickly.

"wait riley!!"he yelled but i was already out the cafeteria door.
F A R K L E P O V
she left just like that. what did she saw that made her scared. i think she said she saw a ghost but thats impossible. ghost aren't real.right.

"hey farkle. how was your talk with perfect pink princess."maya said.
she truly hates riley.

"uhh it was weird. i mean full blown weird."i said sitting down.

"what did she say?"zay said.

"well when i went over there she had tears in her eyes.i asked her what was wrong but she told me she was fine.but clearly she wasn't. then-"i said.

"wait she was crying."maya said cutting me off.

"yeah. then i asked her why she was a bully but she yelled that she wasn't. then she saw something .she said that it was a ghost but ghost aren't real right."i said.

"no there not."lucus said.

"she was lying to you."maya said.

"probley."lucus said.

"thats what i think but she looked like she saw a ghost."i said thinking back to to the memory.

"again she was lying to you."maya said.

"whatever"i said.
R I L E Y P O V
"just end your life. no one will care. no one loves you."she hissed.

"GET OUT OF MY HEAD"i screamed.

"i can't riley you created me and i can't go intill your dead."she hissed.

"just kill yourself.no one loves you. your to fat,ugly,weird,kluzts,to have anyone love you. so just kill yourself bitch."she hissed.

"why should i do what you want."i said thinking about doing it.

"because then everyone will be happy. you will be in rileytown again and i will disappear. "she hissed.

"i know your thinking about it. wouldn't it be nice to go back to rileytown."she hissed.

then i got a text from riley hater.
no one loves you. kill yourself. your a tall, wierd, ugly, fat, slutly whore. so do everyone a favor and kill yourself. also did you see missy kissed lucus. of course you did. i told her to do it when your looking.
love-hater
i sut my eyes and tried to go to my happy place,and bring a real riley smile. but it (of course) didn't work.

"where my knife."i asked my ghost.she smiled

"over there."she hissed still smiling.

i grabed my knife and started to cut. but this time was different. i was recutting my other cuts and making new ones. making my cuts dipper than before. i keep cutting and cutting. i had enough of this bulling, no friends to lean on. i had enough.

"there you go. do it. no one loves you. go to rileytown."she hissed again.

I'm going to rileytown. I'm going to rileytown. I'm going to rileytown.i kept thinking over and over as i kept cutting.

then (of course) farkle walked in.
_________________________________________________________________________________
last update for today. I'll update tomorrow maybe. i don't know yet.will see and this is my longest chapter i have writen so far.
Question Time!
do you think rucus will be together or lucaya?
-izzy