indominus | kylo ren

prolouge .

" a ray of light "
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When I was a youngling, my mother would always sing to me and tell me stories of my grandfather with the soothing voice of hers she had until I had fallen asleep. Her comforting presence stood-I could feel, and left when she had gone. Although that moment stayed for the time being, she wasn't always there to save me. As a youngling, a dark feeling deep inside of me came, causing me to have the worst of nightmares. I thrashed in my sleep, kicked and even screamed. I couldn't wake up-at least not until the worst part came. A sickening feeling I have, when something terrible just might happen without taken with care.

I knew my mother loved me just as much as I loved her, but there was nothing she could do about it, for we were just barley managing our way through the Galaxy and my father being a pilot, far too busy fighting in the war. He would always come home, and the nightmares would then, only then fade away.

One of the worst nights of my life was the day before we got the message that informed my fathers death. It was enough for my mother to break. Caused by an explosion, and my father was caught in it. I was the one in charge-still young, for trading, working, and feeding her as well as myself.

We became slaves

It was only me that went away. I remembered the pain it caused and the pain she had that I felt that was enough. A darkness surrounded her-not the kind of evil, but the kind of depression, letting go of the will to live.

And eventually, she did.

I've been sold to many different variety of species and kinds, but wherever I went, the nightmares came. The sickening feeling stuck as a new one developed that told me to run, to break free every time I had a fair chance.

I didn't move

A soft voice told me in one of my dreams that it wasn't my time to leave-not yet anyways. I've been waiting to this day, almost ten years ago. I've reminded myself every so often that this isn't a fraud, to still have hope within me. A ray of light, yearning for me to keep holding on.

A/N;
Hello guys this is my new book, 'Indominous' which I know comes in many different meanings but I can assure you it's not the awesome-dinosaur-from-Jurassic-World meaning. As a reminder this book is not following the events of The Force Awakens(which again I do not own or any Star Wars movies)