Oh no.
I have a crush.
I think.
No.
You can't class it as a crush.
It's just a "oh he's fit" thing
nahhhh it's not a crush , I'm sweet .
I can't fancy someone I just see on Josh's Instagram.
It's been 3 months since Hayley showed me the photo of Ollie , but now I kinda think he's fit , but that's it , it's not a crush :)
a few months later
ok , I am becoming a little bit obsessed , all I'm thinking of is Ollie , and how fit he is , but I don't know him , so I can't really fancy him.
another few months later
ok, I've been sayin "he's fit" for a while now , but I think I have a tiny crush on him .
Just tiny , nothing big .
I followed him on Instagram. He didn't follow me back but I wasn't expecting him to. I'm a complete stranger to him and he has like 2000 followers on Instagram so I'm just a "follower" to him .
a month later
I haven't really stuck to the whole , write down everyday thing , in this diary , it's just turned into a "crush update " book that I update every month.
But it's got serious.
I really fancy him now.
Like really.
And Hayley has invited Josh to our youth club trip , we are going to play football, and she said he can take a friend so hopefully , Ollie will come :)
a few hours later
Ollie can't come to the youth club. It's ok though, I guess .
oh and I made a new friend, Hannah , she's so lovely , and funny and annoying ;) she's become my new " talk all about Ollie" person.
She's probably regretting ever becoming friends with me because all we do is insult each other ( as a joke obviously) and I just talk to her all about Ollie , Ollie this , Ollie that , every time I see her , while she sits there and stares at her million posters on her wall of Luke Hemmings who's apparently her 'boyfriend' but really he's mine ...well I might have to give him to her , I'm kinda love struck over Ollie ...even though I haven't met him yet and feel like such a stalker .........
Oh my days.
Something massive for me just happened.
I'm a bit embarrassed.
I made it a big thing.
oh no.....
