Dreams and Disbelieve (Skrillex fan fiction)

Confusion

I look at him, my look, you could say 100% in love. "Stop staring at your iPad screen, weirdo." Kaylee laughed walking into my room, the reflection of Sonny's beautiful face on my glasses. "Let me admire the love of my life!" I laughed as Kaylee slouched on my side. "You know who I think is hot? Justin Bieber." Kaylee blurted out. "I thought you liked Batman." I told Kaylee. "Aye, Justin can be my Batman." Kaylee winked at me. We both laughed, but I knew she had no idea behind what and why I feel so in love with Sonny. Of course, I wouldn't tell her cause she wouldn't take me seriously. I was scrolling through Instagram when I see a picture of Sonny and Ellie. "Your dream man gotta girl." Kaylee giggled. "They aren't dating anymore!" I laughed at Kaylee, but in the inside I tensed up. I can't help it but to get jealous when I see Sonny with someone else. "Then who is he dating, or unless he's single, then you got a little lucky." Kaylee leaned on my side cracking up. "His dating an artist named Charmaine Olivia." I explained to Kaylee. "Lemme see a pic of her!" Kaylee still giggled. "Alright then." I typed it in on Google. "Here she is." I showed Kaylee. "The only thing I like is her hair." Kaylee told me. Kaylee doesn't know, but I'm dying in the inside. I can't control the jealousy inside, it's just that Sonny is too perfect, it's hard to let go.

"Anyways, I'm hungry, make me scrambled eggs!" Kaylee said cheerfully. "I must tell you we don't have ketchup though!" I made sure she knew. "Who cares, I'm starving!" Kaylee said as she was looking in the fridge. We hear a knock on the door. "Check who it is!" Kaylee yells as she runs in my room. I check; it's just my cousin Dario. He's my favorite cousin so I didn't at all hesitate at opening the door. "Hey whats up, Skrilly?!" He greeted me. He calls me Skrilly because he knows I love Sonny and because I shaved the side of my head. "Just here, chilling with my friend." I told him as all of a sudden Kaylee comes out in amazing clothes. "Hey!" Kaylee greets my cousin in a flirty way. "Hey, whats up? Dressed up so nice in the morning." Dario giggles in a flirty way. "Yeah Kaylee, why are you dressed this nice at this time?" I laughed the whole time I said that. "You know, its too late to be in my pajamas." She looked at me evily. Kaylee has had a crush on my cousin, but today, she was acting really strange. "Lol, anyways, you guys wanna go to the mall?" Dario asked awkwardly. "I would, but I'm broke." I told Dario. "Emely, don't be a party pooper, I'll buy you a pair of shoes or something." Kaylee's eyes gleamed as she looked at Dario. "I guess so then." I laughed at Kaylee.

We arrived at the mall. There was almost no one there cause it was a Tuesday. "I wonder who actually comes here on Tuesdays." Kaylee said jokingly. "Us apperrently." Said Dario laughing. I was still thinking about what had happened earlier. Still upset that Sonny dated them; but not me. I knew deep in my mind it was never happening, but the rest of me was too blind and to scared to face facts. I've done so many things for Sonny, like shaving my head, getting an Owsla tattoo like he did, and a simicolon tattoo, etc. I told them if we could leave early because I wasn't feeling good. "Sure, I just need some Vans" Kaylee told me. "I just need to buy a new case for my phone." Dario added. I can't believe I let a little thing get me upset. I mean come on! I'm a 21 year old woman and get upset over my favorite celeberty? It wasn't just a little thing. I just can't think straight. It's like I'm in love for the first time. I grab my earphones and only put one in my ear with my favorite song so I could be in a good mood. "Scary Monsters and Nice Sprites, huh?" Dario said listening to my loud music. "Yeah, I love this song." I told him in a depressed mood. We went by Hot Topic when Kaylee wanted to go in. I guess we all got something. Kaylee bought me a Minecraft sword and pickaxe, Dario got a Drake t-shirt, and Kaylee three best friends forever necklaces.

"I wonder what kind of phone cases are gonna look good on my phone." Dario said smiling at Kaylee mostly. We went into the Apple store and went by the iPhone 4s cases. Dario fell in love with the first case he saw, so we ended up leaving the store faster then I expected. Then we went to the Vans store. It took Kaylee forever to decide what to get until finally Dario said the black ones, so she chose them. "I wanna go into Zumiz too." Kaylee yelped. "You mean that swaggot store." I laughed. I guess we had to go in there. She just got a stupid snapback. Honestly, I thought the swag era was over. Guess some people are late. I changed the song cause it wasn't Skrillex. I changed it to the song Emily by From First To Last. That song makes me wonder a lot. I sometimes cry, thinking Sonny wrote it for me since my name is also Emily but spelt Emely. As we walk out of the store, we see police officers everywhere. Dario's truck window broken. "What happened to my truck officer?!" Dario said worried. "Your truck has been broken into. Lucky there were people who noticed the robery and called 911. We still have no idea why he specificly went for your vehicle. We'll make him talk at the station and we'll call you in a few Mr. Garcia." An officer told Dario. "But who's going to take us home?!" Dario said with fright. "Officer Davis will take you home right away." Another officer said. I was really scared. What did they want with us? Maybe Dario's truck just looked fancy cause the man decided to put a mustache sticker on the truck.

As officer Davis and officer Morgan drove us to my house, you could tell Dario was really upset, yet confused. Kaylee and I were still confused too. I just don't know why they would do that. When we got home I ordered a pizza and told Dario that Kaylee and I have decided to help him pay for the broken window. He hugged us both. "I know something that'll make you feel better." Kaylee said leaning over to him. I can't believe she actually did it. She finally kissed him! "Oh my god, I've been waiting for this moment forever." Dario smiled at Kaylee. "I'll go pickup the pizza lovebirds!" I laughed as I went outside. I headed for mainstreet which was just up ahead. I picked it up and ate a slice in the car. I pluged my phone in the stereo and put the song Kill Everybody on. I drove off after I finished the pizza slice. When I got home there was a police car there. I turned off the engine, grabed my stuff and the pizza, locked the doors, and ran inside. "What's the matter officer?" I said as I put the pizza on the table. "It seems the theif was after you." Officer Morgan told me. 'What? Why? I'm really confused." I paniced. "He said he was hired to spy on you and find out about you. Lucky he couldn't run off. He wouldn't tell us who hired him, but don't worry, we've put cameras outside your house."

I was so confused. After officer Morgan left, we went to go eat pizza in the kitchen. None of us spoke of the subject. We all pretended to be happy even though we were all scared and confused. "Why did this have to happen today!" Kaylee screamed. "Its been good and all of a sudden there after my best friend!?" Kaylee kept shouting. "Calm down! There not out to kill me!" I shouted back. "We don't know that yet." Dario said in a low voice. "Just eat the pizza in peace!" I yelled at Kaylee. I'm freaking out in my mind. Wondering why he was after me. I hadn't talked to anyone but Kaylee and Dario this week. The confusion made me dizzy so I left and took a long thoughtful shower. I could hear Kaylee and Dario talking about something, but I wasn't sure of what.