Dreams and Disbelieve (Skrillex fan fiction)

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We got to the park we met at. "I will always love this park." Sonny smiled at me. I blushed. He leaned to my cheek and gave me a kiss. I got my stuff out of his car and put it in my car. "Alright, lead the way home." Sonny laughed as he buckled me into my car. "You're such a sweetie." I giggled and blushed. "Not as much as you." Sonny said smiling. I turned the car on and waited for him to start his car. As soon as he did, I drove off and stopped at the stop sign, Sonny following behind. I put on my Skrillex cd, Scary Monsters and Nice Sprites, then changed it to the song With You, Friends (Long Drive). I started to cry. Today had been awful yet unbelievable. I smiled but let out some loud cries, hoping Sonny couldn't see me threw the mirrors. I felt my what I thought to be waterproof eyeliner dripping on my thigh. I stopped at a gas station and rushed inside hoping Sonny didn't see me like this. As I tried to run in, I felt a tug on my shoulder. I tried to cover my face. Sonny took my hands and held me by my shoulders. "Why are you crying?!" Sonny also had tears in his eyes. "Why do you have so many bracelets?" Sonny took them off and threw them on the ground. "Sonny please stop." I cried, my eyeliner still dripping. "Why do you do this, please, I can help." Sonny was hurting me now. Tears rolled down both our cheeks. He picked up my bracelets and put them in my car. I wiped his tears off with my hand. As we walked into the gas station, I covered my face and hoped no one was in the restroom. As I walked in the restroom, I looked like an emo mess. I cleaned off my makeup and tried not to let my scars show. As soon as I left the restroom, Sonny had bought us black coffee to keep us awake. He hugged me as I grabbed my coffee. "We better get going, its getting late." He again buckled me into my seat, hugged me, and gave me a kiss on the lips.

Sonny called me on the phone before we started driving. "Hey, leave it on speaker." I heard him giggle a little. "Haha, alright." I said smiling like a retard. "Look, I know you're scared and stuff but it's not worth cutting." He told me in a serious tone. "Those are really old scars, my friend went missing this morning." I tried to say quietly. "Well, just please don't do that anymore." He told me, I guess worried. "I won't, I promise. I had promised my grandma I wouldn't after she passed away." I assured Sonny. He tried to make me laugh the rest of the way home, it was really sweet in an awkward way. Finally, we pulled in my drive way. We hung up and he helped me with my stuff. I unlocked the door and we put all my stuff on the couch. "Nice place you got." He smiled and looked around. "Not at all compared to your house probably. I'm going to shower, you can watch tv or something." I told Sonny with a smile. "Um, actually, would you mind if I take a shower after you?" He asked politely. "Not at all, and I have tons of extra tooth brushes if you want one." I giggled as I walked into my room. "Actually, can I please have one?" Sonny asked with the cutest smile. "Of course, let me go get one." I said from a small distance. I tossed him one still in plastic wrap, then I started the shower. I had to sort of be quick but I kept thinking about stuff. I told myself to think in my sleep, so I got out like 10 minutes later.

"Alright Sonny, you can take a shower in the bathroom at the end of the hall!" I shouted. "Alright, thank you!" Sonny shouted back. I put pajamas on, new ones tonight since I usually wore tank tops. I just wore a t-shirt and left my bra on. Shorts as usual since the nights were hot. I then dried my hair with the blow dryer and went to go watch Spongebob in the living room. I put Sonny's clothes to wash just so he wouldn't feel uncomfortable tomorrow when he left. I only put them to wash for like 2 minutes so they could be dry by the time he got out of the shower. I hung his clothes on the little rack in the room that was next to the bathroom. 5 minutes later Sonny came into the living room with his basketball shorts he had worn under and his undershirt tank top. He didn't have his glasses on. "I see you washed my clothes." He giggled at me. "Yeah, I knew you needed them washed." I laughed a little. "Uh, hey, do you think I can borrow your blow dryer?" He asked me in an awkward little voice. "Defiantly." I smiled back at him. We went to my bathroom and I helped him blow dry his hair. "Thanks again for doing this." He said with a smile. "No need to thank, I love helping people." I looked at Sonny through the mirror.

We cleaned my bathroom really quick before heading back to the living room. It was about 12:15am. We turned off the lights and all before resuming to watch tv. "Um, hey, I know this is weird, but do you think we could like, cuddle tonight?" I could tell Sonny's cheeks were red as he spoke. "Um, a-" "Like now though, I want to spend as much time with you as possible." Sonny said smiling as I blushed. "Um, sure." I smiled back. I went to go turn my room lights on and Sonny turned off the tv. I kept blushing and all, wanting this moment to be perfect. He came into my room and shut the door, then turned off the light just leaving a small nightlight under the ironing board shinning. He hugged me from my waist and I hugged him too. He pulled me closer to him and I kept hugging him. Nothing else happened for about 2 minutes then he put his lips on my lips and started kissing me. I really didn't want this to escalade anymore but I was too paralyzed to try to stop. My breath was slow and difficult again. He flipped me over to where he was on top of me. I wished it would stop but I didn't know what to do. This time it turned to heavy breaths for both of us. I really didn't want this to continue going since he barely knew me, my arms were still around his neck as his breath turned heaver. We weren't having sex, just very passionate kissing that were turning to more each time. I felt so nervous in the inside, I wanted him to stop. I wanted something that'll make him stop to happen. He started kissing my neck this time. Now I was just wishing for a miracle. Suddenly the phone rang. I pushed him off and answered it. It was officer Morgan.

"Emely, we have found Kaylee and Dario in Texas! A helicopter will be over to pick you up. They were knocked out when we found them, but still alive. Be ready in an hour." He hung up. I was so happy! "Who was that?" Sonny asked me. "It was the police, they've found Kaylee and Dario!" I bounced off the bed, grabbed a carry bag. I put like 5 outfits in there and everything else I needed.