Beautiful & Broken (Adommy)

3: Secret

After some seconds we arrived Adam's 'cool place' what was really cool and we sit down and he sighs and I got worried;

"What is it Adam? He looked up and smirks.

"You know, I have to tell you something..." Oh no nothing sad please.

"You have to promise you won't tell anybody"

"No of course not"

"I'm...you know just like you" He blushes OMG that's soooo cute, but just like me? what does he means?

"Tommy, I'm gay"

WHAT?! Okay that's so sweet he told his secret but does he thinks I'm gay?! why does everyone keep thinking that I'm gay?

"You are gay as well right?" Oh shit this is awkward, if I say no he will die...

"Y-yes I'm gay too, how do you know?" I replied softly not want to hurt his feelings.

"Oh it's just you look, that's why I want to be friends with you and talk with you" Fine, now I made it awkward for myself, but he actually seems not very bad at all, I mean he got the cutest smile I ever saw.

"I'm glad I can talk about it with you Tommy" I didn't really hear what he said I just keep looking in his beautiful eyes, by the thought I got scared, why is he doing this too me?

"Tommy, are you okay?" He moved his hand in front of my face and I blink with my eyes.

"Eh? what? oh yah I'm fine, hey do you want to go to my place? Okay he just make me crazy ...Why did I ask him that?

"Oh I'm so sorry but I'm moving out from my parents and that's a lot of work, maybe you want to help me" He raises his eyebrows and smiles...AGAIN!!!!

"Are you moving out? How old are you?" I asked shocked

"I'm going to be 19 about a month, so I'm 18 now" SHIT! he is almost 19 and I just got 17!!

"And how old are you little boy?" He smirks and I laughed

"I just got 17 and sure I want to help you let my first call my mom" He smiles....Okay if he does that one more time I'm going to grab his smile and put it on my face...I want a smile like that too. Okay don't make it awkward by calling your mom.

"Hi mom with Tommy ... Oh yeah it was great I made 2 very good friends ... Adam and Kate ... But ey mom I want to ask you, ehm Adam is going to move out and I want to help him I'll be home later ... yeah bye" Adam looked at me and I looked back, almost melting away...am I getting a fever? I never felt this before for a boy...am I really gay?