Beautiful & Broken (Adommy)

8: What does he want?

Adam closed the door behind him and throw down his coat and bag kicking his shoes off and walk over at me.
 
 "Do you want something?"
 
 "No I'm fine, maybe later"
 I smiled and kick my shoes off as well hanging up my coat and get in the living room.
 
 "Well, do you like the room?"
He smiled and came back with a glass of...of vodka?! What the hell is he thinking?
 
"It's great yeah" I say and keep staring at his glass wondering if he really get vodka.
 
 "Wanna try?" Oh shit he probably saw me looking at it.
 
 "Adam is that vodka?"
 
"Yeah, you are really smart pretty kitty" He smiles and take a sip.
 
 "Adam it's freaking 11:00 AM, you shouldn't drink that in the morning"
 
"Why not? It keeps me awake I always drink something in the morning"
OKAY SERIOUSLY WHAT THE HELL?!!! I stare at him like 'Are you crazy?' He stares back then start to laugh.
 
"Gotcha good huh? I was kidding Tommy" He finished his drink and put the glass on the table and he moved closer to me...Yes I start blushing again gosh.
 
 "B-but- What if..." I really didn't know what to say I just got a little scared and looked down, then suddenly Adam grab my waist and pull me on his lap, how fucking strong is he?
 
 "Relax kitty, it's fine...I might be a little drunk that's all"
 Yup he is drunk AND turned on, because of me? He hold his hands around my waist keep pulling me closer, slowly, and gently until I hear him breathing quietly.
 
"Tommy I love you"
He whispered and looks into my eye's. I think I was red as a tomato and looks back in his eye's. Now he is waiting for me to say back 'I love you too' but I'm so scared the only thing I did was a little squeak. And he is drunk as fuck, is this true? Does he really love me?
 
 "Adam I...I love you too" Yep I just said that....I FUCKING SAID THAT...TO A GUY?!!!! Adam smiled and kissed my lips, I melted away. Damn he is a good kisser. But I break the kiss because he taste like alcohol, and I don't wanna taste that, I wanna taste his sweet lips.

"Sweet" He say like nothing did just happen, like he kissed me before, all day every single minute.
 
"You wanna stay here?" "Sure" Why do I make it so worse for myself? What if he is going to rape me? I will die...No Adam isn't like that right?
 
 "Let me call my mom first" I get off his lap fast and walked to the hallway, calling my mom. And I actually wish she would say no but she didn't pick up, so I texted her that I'm going to stay...Why am I not going to lie to Adam? He taste like fucking alcohol and is turned on as fuck...Yes I looked at his pants...sorry. Anyway I got back in the living room telling Adam what happened but I couldn't finish because Adam pushed me up against the wall. HELP I'M GOING TO DIE!!!
 
 "You are fucking sexy" Adam whispered in my ear and start kissing my lips again, like he didn't eat all day, he just almost eat my lips...but it felt good.

"Ah, Adam" I moan softly because he was going lower kissing and sucking my neck giving me marks. That's bad really bad, please don't go lower Adam. Shit he did, he get lower so I closed my eye's but I suddenly heard a flop and see Adam is on the ground asleep.
 
 "Adam what the fuck?" I whisper and shakes him but he only did a moan, fuck how am I getting this guy on his couch? I tried carrying him but he was too heavy, or I'm too weak, so I just drag Adam and put him on his couch, what took ages. I grab a blanket and a pillow and start laying next to him holding him close and felt asleep later.