*enters hotel room
"Okay, now Daya I had fun time shopping but it's time you go get on the phone with Trevor" my mother told me, directing me to the room.
"Yes, ma'am. And again thanks for everything today. Love you" I said pulling her into a tight squeeze then heading off to the room.
*Berp *Berp.
I sit nervously in front of my laptop waiting for Trevor to answer my FaceTime. "Would he leave mean? Is this going to make him hate me? How can I be so stupid?" all ran through my head until he finally answered my call.
"Hey babe how ar..." He cuts me off.
"Zendaya, how could you? I mean I truly don't understand. I thought you really liked me and just to think you would do something like this to me really hurts Daya" Trevor stops as he seems to be trying to hold back some tears.
"Trevor, I didn't mean to hurt you." tears began to fill my eyes.
"No, no save it. See this morning I woke up with wanting to tell you how I'm coming out the new single but then later having a magazine with your face right on the cover of you on another guy." He said as I try to interrupt, his voice just got higher and he continued "and you can't say it didn't mean shit because by the looks of this, it's looks fucking real Daya".
I honestly didn't know what to say. Trevor has never raised his voice at me. I sit there looking scared but I knew he had every right to act how he was.
Trevor continued talking for about another 30 minutes, so I spoke once we hit another pause of silence. "Does this mean we're over..." I said lifting my eyes up on the screen, and connecting them with his.
"Yes, well no. Zendaya I love you, and I wish I could of told you that in person and in a better situation but too late. And when I say I love you, I mean I wanna spend the rest of my life with you because you're that fucking special to me. Fucking special!! I don't know if there's anyone else that has had made me as happy as you have. You were my best friend and now you are someone I wanna love on, love with. So no Daya, I don't want to end it but maybe a break. And when you get back in 2 more months, we can work this out." his word were like a sewing kit, that sewed up my heart. My heart that I had cause to break myself.
"Trevor, thank you. Thank you for not giving up on us. And I'm willing to take this break, give you sometime to yourself. But congrats on your new song. So proud of you. I'm going to let you go though and I want you to know that I love you to Trevor... Good night."
"Good night Daya." And with that he hung up.
I sat there staring at the call log. Half of me was happy, I mean he could of just called me out of name and say he never wanted to see me again. But instead he's willing to stay with me and not only that he willing to stay with me for he rest of his life. Now the other half of me knows I deserve to get left of my ass. So with these thoughts I'm just going to leave aside and take a shower.
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