"I'm outside"I hurried and grabbed a key, and as quite as I could I slid out the door.
I saw Spencer car through the stained glass doors, and immediately decide to turn around. One cause it was cold and two I didn't know if I was capable of being able to him face him especially at 2:14 in the morning! But I had to, so I could sleep at night.
"Thanks spenc for meeting me at this time" I said laughing while getting in the car.
"Sonic" Spencer questioned with a smile, like it was normal to be up at this time.
"Don't have my wallet"
"Zenny it doesn't matter" Spencer said calling me by a nickname
"Ummmm Zenny gots to go, just stick to Maree"
"OK...Maree" he said laughing as he started the car. Boy did I wish I could drive. I mean damn, I could go get ice cream anytime I wanted too.
We kept silence in the car, till we pulled up in the Sonic parking lot. We placed are orders. I ordered a Oreo blast with tater tots, while Spencer got a Peanut Butter shake and a side of popcorn chicken. As we were waiting Spencer finally broke the silence. "So what did you want to talk about?" Why though, I mean he knew.
"Well..." I paused, while deciding how to phrase this. "Ok. So basically when we kissed I think".. I rambled those 8 words out, then stayed quite with another pause. I could see Spencer eyes follow every word that left my lips. "I think I felt something.. Something weird.. Like..like I liked it. Which bad because I have Trevor. And I really love Trevor. But when we kissed it was something different and I can't truly explain. And I can't even" before I could blurt out anymore Spencer lips were on mine. Are lips followed the motion of each others as we continued... And continued.
"Fuck" I said pulling my lips from Spencer and leaning back on my seat. I took a deep breath, which I needed especially after that breathless situation.
"If you want" Spencer said leaning back on his seat, while turning his face the direction of mine, with a little smirk on his face.
"Not like that" I said. Annoyed at the fact that he would say something like that.
"I'm just messing with you Maree" he respond while playfully hitting my arm. "Oh, look are foods here", while rolling down the window and grabbing it from the lady.
I undid my braid and rustled my hands through my hair before grabbing my food from Spencer.
"Why do you do that to me" Spencer said placing his hands on his head, like I was stressing him out.
"What I do"
"It's like you don't even try. Your effortlessly beautiful. The way you just did that thing with your hair. Like you weren't even trying but your still just..
Ughhh" he groaned towards the end.
Trying to avoid the fact that I was blushing, I apologized with smirk on my face as I did it again. It was fun knowing I had that power over him.
"Really?" He questioned grinning at the end.
"Maybe" I said as swooshing it all to one side. His eyes stared me down, like he was trying to lead me on. Boy was it working.
"Sooooo wanna continue, what we started" Spencer said while leaning towards me. As I leaned towards him, it hit me. Finally.
Shit.. This wasn't the right way to get this off my chest, but I fell into the stare his eyes were holding between mine. We continued, as I progressively went from the passenger seat to his lap. I removed my hands from his face and placed them on his shoulder. "Stop. We can't do this" I said as I removed my self from the kiss. "I didn't come here to have a make out session.. I totally let Trevor down" . Then rolled my self back in the passenger seat.
"We all make mistakes Maree" Spencer said, trying to make me feel better.
"But I knew about this. This wasn't a mistake. I kissed you cause I wanted to! and I enjoyed it, every last part of it. But I can't do this to Trevor. He's doesn't deserve this. I don't know I'm going to explain to him." I said, as tears began to form in my head.
"You don't have to" Spencer said with a shock in his tone.
"Why, do you say that" I asked, while wiping the tears that slid down my eyes.
And with that Spencer pointed to the
paparazzi eying us through the leans of their camera.
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