Anorexia Nervosa-Mellow Melange

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I am hungry not not the way they say
I'm sorry in an extra-sorry way
I'm lonely among my familiar crowd
And happy and proud

I am lost high on a cloud
I am safe from them all
I can lose I can fall
I am too and they're down below

You want me to eat
But that's not the thing I need
You want me to get fat
And you think that I am mad

You stuff me up
You make me sup
I am not I'll
I want you to recognize my will

But you make me sick
I don't need your slimy care

You never take more for what I really am
For my notions you never give a d*mn
All the time you know better what I need
You scale me like meat
Every ounce of fat is my defeat
My despair is your success
But I'll win this psychic chess
I'm strong and I despise you

I set up my scene
I'm the starving super queen
You wanted a crack
And you got a bag of bones
I wreck myself
I hate myself
I have no skill, I'm only the puppet of your drills
But I see the sun
Every ounce lost
Is a victory won

When I walk every steps a painful drag
When talk every word is a leaden bag
And I wonder
What am I doing?
What am doing?
Stop it now!
Stop it now!
Stop!

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