Somebody I Once Knew-Dead Celebrity Status

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She wasn't born anorexic
But nowadays she suffers
Staring at the half naked stars
On magazine covers
Feeling pressured by the public
She only weighs 90 pounds
But she still sucks in her stomach
On the inside she's dyin
Lyin to herself
Thinkin "5 more pounds won't jeopardize my health"
Hasn't eaten in weeks
Drinks water by the heaps
Now she looks like a skeleton she sees in her closet
Now she is achin
Body looks wasted
Too many sleepless nights
Spent bent over a toilet

I'm so sorry for all that I've done
I'm so sorry for what I've become
I'm so sorry so sorry
For wasting your time
I can't hold it back
Cause I'm losing my mind

She's staring at her belly
She's so scared to touch it
Imagining the feeling when it kicks inside her stomach
Too late for safe sex
Should've used a latex
If only she could have a magic wand
She'd go back to that night
And put her clothes back on
But she can't change time
Or what's growing inside
How can she love something that's barely alive?

I'm so sorry for all that I've done
I'm so sorry for what I've become
I'm so sorry so sorry
For wasting your time
I can't hold it back
Cause I'm losing my mind

You smell like perfume
And it's not mine
(Baby I'm sorry)
What's so wrong with me that you can't love me? I do everything, I make myself look good, I go to the gym, I eat like a f*ckin rabbit. I don't what else to do. Tell me what more do I have to do to make you love me?

I'm so sorry for all that I've done
I'm so sorry for what I've become
I'm so sorry so sorry
For wasting your time
I can't hold it back
Cause I'm losing my mind

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