Standing Alone

Chapter 17

Nycole P.O.V.

I lay there on my Nana's shoulder crying my eyes out while listening to Trina Ft Mya - Can I with Heather and Brittany and Heavyn and Josiah is here my babies and Damien is over his friend Darius house.

My heart hurts so bad knowing that the one person I loved allowed into my life hurt me by allowing some other chick to suck him.

Was it me? Did I not pleasure him enough? Do he even still look at me the same? Why did he do that to me? I don't deserve it.

I'm staying at Nana house until I can go back to that house, I don't want to be in his presence at the moment, he had me walking around looking stupid.

And Nycole Monique will not be made a fool of.

"Shh don't cry child, he's not worth your tears." Nana said while rubbing the side of the face.

"But I love h-him." I said sniffling.

"Look Nycole we understand you love him, but don't be no fool for love, no matter how much you love a person you don't allow them to walk over you." Heather said and I nod.

"Besides its not good to be sitting here crying your eyes out while your pregnant your basically stressing and your so far into your pregnancy don't want nothing to happen now." Brittany said and I smiled and nodded.

"Thanks guys for comforting me." I said and we all gave each other a group hug.

"You welcome Honey Bear." Nana said kissing my cheek and I smile as I wipe my tears.

"Here auntie Nyci." Josiah said handing me a piece of paper with a heart on it, (it wasn't all that but it was the thought that counts) and it had "I love u" on it in a kindergarten hand writing.

I smiled, "what's this for Jo-Jo?" I asked saying his nick name I made for him.

"Because you need to know that I love you, cause your crying." He say and we all say 'Aww' and he walks up and gives me a hug and a kiss on the cheek and I return it.

"Thanks baby, I'm gone hang it up on my refrigerator." I said and he smiles and nods.

"Jo-Jo why can't I ever get a paper?" Brittany said pouting and I chuckled.

"Because mommy you only cry when I don't wanna take a nap with you." He said crossing his arms and we laugh.

"I be tired and I want you to sleep with me though." She said and he shakes his head.

"No mommy." He said and gives her a kiss and Heather and Nana before going back to play and draw with Heavyn.

"He's so adorable." I said and Brittany sigh.

"He's growing up on me." She said placing a hand on her heart and Heather chuckles.

Knock Knock.

"Nana can you get the door?" I say and she nods and walks to the door and open it.

"So Nycole have you talked to him?" Heather asked and I sigh and shake my head.

"No, he haven't even texted its like he don't car--"

"Nycole?" Kordell said stepping around the corner looking like Jesus but I had to remember what he did to me.

"Why are you here?" I said as tears formed in my eyes again.

"Nycole baby I'm sorry." He said and than looked at Heather and Brittany and Nana.