Chapter 20

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2 weeks later....

|Nycole|

Its now after the service for damyen.

And I could say.... It was so sad to be there.

We talked to Paris family and they were devastated. We decided to have their funerals together. So it was a large funeral.

I cried my poor little eyes out, I couldn't take it, seeing him in that casket alone made my heart hurt.

For the past 2 weeks I been mopping around and pushing people away everybody came and gave their condolences at the funeral who was at the baby shower, I've been ignoring Heather and nana and nem.

And with Cory I've been so nonchalant he'll try to cheer me up but I wasnt up for it.

Its like I just couldn't believe it, than to top it off my baby gone too.

Something so precious was just taken away from me in the snap of an finger.

Hey god does everything for a reason huh?

Bullshit.

We suppose to be gods children and he suppose to make sure we're good but he does things that hurts us the most.

I shook my head and took another shot to the head.

I was currently listening to Brandy x Missing you and drinking a 5th of Hennessey by myself, locked in the room.

Where's Cory? He probably went somewhere where he didn't have to be around a sad bitch all day since that's what's hes been around for the last two weeks.

I chuckled and started remembering all the good times me and Damyen had as more tears came.

Flashback

"Aye Nyci wanna see me kick this ball into Mr.Krocker yard?" 5 yr old Damyen asked.

"Day Day you know how he is." 12 yr old me said.

"So he's too grumpy." Damyen shrugged and kicked the ball not only into his yard but into his window!

I covered my mouth and so did Day Day.

"Hey you rotten kids!" He yelled and me and Day Day laughed before running off.

I laughed Day Day just didn't care back than.

I shook my head thinking about that time at Halloween we got our bag of candy and went home and sat on top of the roof after and threw toilet paper rolls at the people walking past.

Flashback

"Nyci here comes some kids walking up." 7 yr old Damyen said.

"Ok get ready." 14 yr old me said as we grabbed tissue rolls and threw them at the kids and it wrapped all round them we laughed and ducked.

"Hey man!" One kid yelled.

We started snickering.

"Bro somebody out here throwing tissue how lame." The other kid said.

Damyen frowned and stood up.

"We're not l--" he began to shout but I covered his mouth and drug him back into the house threw my window.

"Day Day you almost blew our cover." I said acting fake hurt.

"I'm sorry Nyci its just, they called us lame." He said pouting and I pulled him into me.

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