Why don't you look at me? *Complete*

Chapter 10

"Hyung, what should I do?"

"What do you mean?"

"About Hye Ra. What should I do?"

Is been two days since my kiss with Hye Ra, and is been two days since we haven't seen her. The members were shocked to hear about my kiss with Hye Ra, but after that day, they haven't said anything. I even believe that Sungkyu hyung threatened them about mentioned Hye Ra. After she left, I felt stupid and guilty for my actions that I send her a text saying how sorry I was the next day, but as expected she didn't reply; not that I was expecting one, but at least something would be better than her not answering the phone.

A week later, Hye Ra came back to the dorm. The members and I had just arrived from a schedule when we saw Hye Ra in the kitchen. The table was filled with lots of varieties of food. Every single one of our favorite dishes were at the center of the table. Hye Ra was finishing arranging the table when she saw us standing at the door.

"Oh? You guys are here earlier than I expected you. You must be hungry right? Dinner's ready! You guys can take a seat. I made all of your favorite dishes. I hope you guy like it."

The members and I settled our bags at the door and made our way to the table. We awkwardly sat at the table and looked at all the food that was in front of us. No one of us dared to say anything, neither look at Hye Ra, but as the elder, Sungkyu took a deep breath and spoke first.

"This... what is this?"

"Ah, I have something to tell you all, but that can wait! Please, eat! I made this for you guys!"

We gave our thank you's and started eating. It was awkward, but we were really hungry and couldn't hold ourselves back when there was plenty of food in the table. Towards the middle of the dinner time, Sungkyu broke the ice.

"So, Hye Ra-ah, what is it that you want to tell us?"

"Ah, I was kind of hoping you forget about it. Well, I... my father.... I'm going back to Japan."

"What do you mean? I thought you were staying until next summer?"

"I was, but I got a call from my father saying that it was enough time outside. He wants me to go back and start helping at the company. I mean, the reason he send me here so that I could learn more about our employers. And now that I got proper training from you guys, I know how idols should be treated and what the main priority is. I'm leaving tomorrow."

So, here's the thing. Hye Ra was living with us because her father forced her. Her father was the owner of the company we signed with at Japan, and she was to take hold of the company in the future after her father. As the CEO's daughter, she was expected to know how to deal with every employee of the company; especially the idols. When Hye RA first came to live with us, she was shy and quiet; she was the reserved one, even more than me. But as time passed, she started to get more comfortable around us, and started learning the proper way. Everywhere we went, she was always carrying a notebook and a pen, always ready to write down the important things that she had to learn. She became our little sister, and we became her older brothers. She was supposed to leave next summer, but now, she was leaving way too earlier, and I felt like it was my fault.

After Hye Ra told us she was living, everyone stopped eating and starred at her. From my rear view, I could see Sungjong starring intensely at the plate in front of him, and by the looks of it, he was holding back his tears. Dongwoo hyung kept on slowly eating, looking around either trying to understand what was going on, or what to do next. Besides me, I felt Sungyeol's eyes looking at me, probably looking for any kind of reaction. Woohyun hyung was the first one to stand and leave the table. To us, it was obvious that he was hurt, and was probably crying at this point. Sungkyu, --as a good boyfriend (lol just kidding! Love Woogyu couple!)—as the leader he is, went to find our cry baby hyung. The rest of us stayed there looking at nothing and thinking of how to get out of there.

"Am I the reason why you're leaving?"

As soon as the question left my mouth I regretted it. The member looked up at me and Hye Ra found something very interesting in her plate. I took her silence as an answer and decided to leave the table. 

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Hey guys! Sorry I didn't update during Christmas break, my computer was not cooperating and the internet at my grandma's house was down for some days. I hope everyone had a good Christmas and a good year with your families. I'll update as soon as possible!