Why don't you look at me? *Complete*

Chapter 7

"Myungsoo-as~..... Mianhe, I didn't know she felt like that towards me. If I would have known, I would have told her earlier."

"It's okay."

"You... you knew about it, right? That's why you told me you would never confess to her. You already knew how she felt. Since when?"

"A week after she got here."

He groaned and stood up from my bed. I was lying on my bed facing the wall after I dropped Hye Ra in the room when Sungyeol came in. I didn't have to look to know it was him. My room partner, Dongwoo hyung, always made a lot of noise when he came into the room, on the other side, Sungyeol hyung always tries to be a secret agent when he barges into a room.

"Why didn't you tell me about it?"

"I promised her that I wouldn't say a thing. Don't worry hyung, I'm the only one that knows."

"You should have said something before! I should have said something to her before! Why didn't you say anything?!"

"It was not my place to tell you!!! You should have seen it coming! She was way too obvious about it! Even Dongwoo hyung realized there was something! Hyung you're just too stupid to see that!!"

After I said that I completely regret it. I was mad because he hurt Hye Ra, I was mad because she only looked at him, I was mad because I didn't try to stop her, I was mad because Hye Ra was in pain, I was mad because I fell in love with someone that obviously didn't feel the same was me, I was mad because I knew I've done wrong, he was mad because I didn't say anything, and he was mad because his relationship with Hye Ra would change.

"Kids! Lunch's ready!"

We heard Dongwoo hyung's voice calling out to eat and I stormed out of the room. Sure, it was my room and he was the one that needed to leave, but I couldn't stay there any longer. I went towards Hye Ra's room to check on her and to find her still sleeping. It was time to eat but I didn't want to wake her up so I carefully closed the door again and made my way to the living room.

Dinner was awkward everyone noticed it. Sungyeol and I sat apart for the first time in years. It was not likely to see us separated since we were really close, but this time, Sungjong and Dongwoo hyung sat between us. Sungyeol didn't say anything during dinner, which made it even worse. He was always talking, no one can shut him off, and it was weird not to see him speak.

"Yah! Lee Sungyeol, why are you so quiet today? Are you not feeling well?"

"Ne, hyung, can I just go to bed? I'm not feeling good."

"Go ahead. Myungsoo-ah, help him get to his room. You might want to rest too because you have a schedule later on and you know how that goes. Arasso?"

I nodded and stood up from my seat. Sungyeol also stood up and we both made our way down the hall towards our rooms, but i knew he was going to follow me into my room.

I stepped in to the room and then Sungyeol and he closed the door behind him. Just by looking at him, I knew he wanted to say something, but I was not ready to deal with it.

"Myungsoo-ah~ I really—"

"Hyung, can we talk tomorrow? Right now I don't want to talk about it."

I didn't wait for his answer. I threw myself in bed, covered myself with the covers and went to sleep.

I know I was being rude. Sungyeol hyung had no idea of how Hye Ra felt for him, and although it was him that made her cry, it wasn't right for me to blame it on him. Sungyeol was sensitive, not more than Woohyun hyung, but he had a great heart, and he cared about everyone. That is his weak point. I shouldn't be mad at Sungyeol hyung, but I wanted someone to blame, and I took it on him.