Her Last Goodbye

Chapter One

Chandler likes to think of herself as a normal, regular, same old sixteen year old girl. She blogs almost all of her life on the internet and is quite the fashionista. But, no matter how hard she tries, she is still known as the oddball out. You see, when Chandler was born, she had the human figure of a boy. Her stereotypical gender was labeled as male. But, Chandler knew when she was only 4 years old, that she was different. She felt trapped, because she knew that she wasn't a boy. She just couldnt figure out how to tell her parents that she had somehow switched gender roles with somebody else at birth. Chandler did everything she could to represent a female. She played with barbies, wore dresses, tooke ballet, and just did anything she could think of to try and give her parents the message. Once her parents did start catching on, it wasn't the outcome that Chandler had expected of her own flesh and blood. Her family is very religious and refused to support their "son's decision" to act extremely feminine. In their book, all acts of homosexuality was a sin, so they wanted nothing else to do with "him" unless "he" promised to stop the "innapropriate" behavior. Chandler stood her ground, she refused to live a life that really wasn't hers. She wasn't a boy. She was just a 5 year old little girl trapped in a boy's body just wishing for acceptance. She moved out of her own house and moved in with her Aunt Blaire, who is in a happily married lesbian relationship. Chandler has quite a good memory. When she gets bullied, her mind always seems to flashback to the moments of yelling transaphobic slurs and tears. As Chandler walks down the empty school hallway, all she can think about is how much her parents probably despise her. Its her life now. She just can't get away.