I just really really miss you.
The way you used to smile and say certain words,
I was hooked :-)
I was so amazed because your soul was so enriching and beautiful.
I felt safe whenever you were around and I didn't want it to end.
For once in my life I was content.
Trust me, I knew things were going to end very bad but for some reason I was willing to risk it all because I was happy at that moment.
You made me feel so amazing.
I was finding myself and I loved it.
Don't get me wrong, things were still bad but you made me have faith for a better tomorrow.
Your words were so soothing.
I just really really miss you.
I hope she's treating you right.
I guess she was able to give you what you wanted the most.
I don't even know what that is.
But it clearly wasn't what I was able to give.
You needed someone who loved themselves enough to love you,
I'm sorry I couldn't give you that.
Yours Truly,
Buchi xx
(Its pathetic because every time I go back to read this poem I find myself tearing up..
Quite a lot actually because somehow I blame myself for messing up what we had.
In reality, we both destroyed ourselves in the process of trying to build something).
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