The real me

Detention

Pic of what I would want Jack to look like.
Jack P.OV.

After my little fight with Mr. Goodson I had to take a breather and went to the roof where I usually release some of my anger that builds up during the day. Now you meet wonder why I'm a dick to Adam its because I always hated that he got all of the attention from the teachers I always got second place but during 6th grade I got mixed into drama and other shit and I saw reality that it's better to be dumb so people don't pick on you for making my hem feel self of themselves. I guess he never learned that lesson. I felt like I had to teach him that lesson. Look at me being a dick again. I am so going to hell. After a about half an hour I go back inside for the rest of school. And it was just a blur to me.

Well now to go home. " Mr. Foster where do you think your going? You still need to go to detention for two hours. You have not forgotten about that have you?" Why God shoot me now!" No Mr. Goodson I have not forgotten about my detention for the next two months." Please kill me god I don't want to face Sarah( the person that is going to be the death of me literally) Williams."Good because if you were going to skip you would be severing an additional hour for the next week." I just nod my head and walk into the class room the holds detention. As I make my way to the back of the class room I realized that it's just me, Drake Jackson, Lily Nelson, and Amanda Brown in detention today.

"Drake where's you know who" my best friend also my partner in crime. We would do drugs back in middle school and one day we went to school high and they had to take us to the hospital to have us check up to see if we were okay." Don't have a clue were she is. She left today and no one has see here since she just left school. Why did you have unprotected sex again" he snickers, I we many have had unprotected sex a few time but that doesn't me we can have a baby she allays to took some pills to get rid of a baby if she ever were to have one we aren't ready to be parents just yet. The reason she is going to kill me is cause I haven't been paying attention to her as much and she thinks I'm into another girl. Which might be true. But then again she does have a nice butt.

"No just wondering why she isn't in detention with the rest of us. Any way what time is it I'm bored of sitting here in detention." He pulled out his phone and said it was 3:30. God fuck just what a needed a slow day in detention and many more for the next two fucking months of school. " Mr. Goodson can I go to the bathroom. And I promise I won't leave school grounds again. So please many I use the bathroom?" He just sat their thinking if I was going to leave if he let me go to the bathroom. But surprisingly he let me go not that I was going to bail cause I needed to start passing my classes and nothing better than staying after school to do homework but me now is a huge procrastinator and me back in elementary school I always did my homework on time. But since I stuck with and friends I wasn't going to get any work done.

I will just ask him if I can go to the library to do my work. Just as I was walking to the bathroom I passed the library and saw a kid sitting in the bean bag next to the window "it" looked like "it" was crying. The reason I say"it" is because I don't know if it's a boy or girl. I just stood their a few more seconds and I just pushed the doors open as quietly as possible not to scare the person. As I got closer and realized the person was. Adam Johnson. Why was he here shouldn't he be home. And why was he crying had I gone to far with that letter nah he looks like he can handle himself in a problem. As soon as I got closer I was that he wasn't wear his glasses. Normally I would hit him and call him a fag or something like that. But right now see him in pain made me feel bad for what I did back in class.

I tried to change my voice a little and hope he wouldn't recognize my voice. "Hey are you okay Adam" I asked and he just crying then it turned into sniffles. Soon he just hiccuped and started to speak." No I not okay! I just feel like dying because of that stupid jock Jack Foster. He had sent me a note during one of my classes and said that I was the reason I ruin the life of my parents. And you know he was right they were young when the had me. And after the first day school this year my mom left for another man. I knew she just stayed for me but I started to ask myself why she didn't take my with her, why couldn't haves she taken me with her. I get abused at home by my dad. And during school Jack and his "friends" bully me. I just can't handle it anymore. I've tried to kill myself but even at that I'm a failure my mother didn't want me my father hates me for an unknown reason. Now I'm here talking with a complete stranger about my problems."

He started to cry and I just pulled him onto my lap and hugged him.At first he was scared of what was happing but soon he started to relax. I rubbed his back and whispered soothing things into this ear. After a few minutes of sitting like that I started to hate myself I'm a bad person and didn't deserve to live in the same world as Adam he was kind, smart, and kinda cute sitting their in my lap. Hearing him say those thing about his life made me feel like the biggest dick in the world no one and I mean no one knows a they about Adam only that he's 15 and his last name is Johnson. After hearing all of that new information I started to regret everything I ever did to Adam. He was a kid that didn't need this bullying that school he has it worse at home with his abusive father.

As time passed on I forgot about going to the bathroom and just sat their with Adam. Soon he start to move and he stood up and got his glasses next to his book bag. As he was getting their I realized that I need to hide before he found out that I was the one he told his personal life about.