Girl Alone

PROLOGUE

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Nicole POV

Sitting on the couch in the living room and staring into the wine bottle. I reflect on what my life has become in the last few years. There are various phases in life, each phase with a different experience and expectations. When you are a kid you don't think about the consequences,you are invisible and your thinking is rational. Your parents tell you about things that will scare you. Nothing comes easy. Mum always told me that teenagers are always concerned with two things which could be finding your first love and searching for true friends.
Some years ago I met Adam on a summer when I and my family decided to go on a family vacation because of our straining relationship. of course Adam was everything a girl could ever wish for. He and the people and the people i thought were my friends held secrets but i was so blinded with love that I refused to listen to my mum's advice. They said it today that they stole my youth but I can't pretend I didn't have a choice. I'm still here not the same though. I would love to say that I wished I could go back in time and do things differently but then I remember the happy times we shared together and still holding on to the hope that they hadn't had any intention to hurt me, that love and family compassion still exist and I wonder even if I could take it all back would I?.