Chapter 2

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<3KayTee

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So now that you've listened to my middle school life why don't we start the first day of high school. With all the bullying I began eating more and more so right now I am a 14 year old who is 150 pounds and in the beginning of sixth grade. Yeah. HUGE change.

I walked down the halls hoping no one would notice me or make fun of me. 4 years of being bullied can really knock down your confidence. "Hey Fat-Ass. How many cows did you eat today?"

Yeah I totally wasn't noticed.

"Look at me when I talk to you!" I heard the same person yell. Then suddenly I was spun around and smacked by the one and only. Reece Sanders. I heard some girls or should I say SLUTS in the crowd behind him giggle as tears started forming in my eyes but I kept them in. I was not gonna start crying on my first day. I just stayed silent. *SMACK*He slapped me again. I just stayed silent while he was starting to get frustrated. I wonder kind of pleasure he gets from hurting a person half his size.

"Your not worth my time" He muttered before walking away with his

gang of puppy dogs and tramps. PHEW. That was close. I thought I was gonna start bawling my eyes out. Wow. I actually kindve stood up for myself. Well... Not really... But I'm still proud of myself. I walked into my first class MATH that morning with a little bit of confidence. The teacher smiled at me at everyone else whilst she asked for our names. When she was doing that I started wondering. Will this year

be different? Will people look at me a different way?

"And your name..?" The teacher asked me.

"I'm Kaylie Carter" I replied with a smile

"*cough *cough glasses *cough *cough" and then guess what? Everyone started laughing like a bunch of maniacs.

"Real mature" I turned around and said. Then everyone was silent. They were shocked that I actually said something. I was pretty shocked too. I was starting to like confident Kaylie. The teacher gave me a small smile and began the lesson then we had a small quiz on what we already knew. Almost everyone didn't know what was on the quiz so they most probably failed it. I, on the other hand, made an A+. So I quickly became the teachers favorite student.

After that class was break so I just went to the library and read a book called 13 reasons why. It kinda reminded me of myself but even though I am suicidal I won't kill myself because of my grandma. It would absolutely kill her if she knew what people do to me. I saw Reece walk in. SHIT. I quickly crouched down and got under the table. "Hey is Kaylie Carter in here?" He asked the librarian. WTF does he want now?! "Uhm Who is that?" The librarian asked since it was my first she probably didn't know me. "Uhhh. She's short like 5'4 she has long brown hair that kinda light on the bottom. She...... Uhh... Has green eyes and is wearing glasses and braces." Wow Reece perfect description. "Why yes. She walked in just a second ago and was sitting at that table" she said pointing to the table I was currently ducking under. "K. Thanks" he smiled and made his way over to my table

Please don't see me. Please don't see me. Please don't- "Kaylie?" He asked as he pushed the table to the side so he could see me. "What?!" I snapped. He started laughing. "What are you doing under the table?" He asked as if we were friends. "Why does it matter?" I replied rudely. He just smiled and shook his head as if I was an angry kitten. "I wanted to talk to you"

"Then talk"

He gave me a head but I smacked it away expecting him to get pissed but he didn't he just smiled and sat down to wear I was under the table. "So I just wanted to let you know I'm really sorry about all the bullying and I wanna become your friend. I realized I'm doing a really bad thing and needs to stop. So what do you say? Friends?"

He held out his hand again

There was something wrong about his tone and his eyes but I was in position to reject an offer like that. "Seriously?" I asked with a raised eyebrow. "Seriously" he replied with a fake smile. Maybe I was just over thinking things. Maybe he actually wanted to be friends? Maybe even more one day! Okay no probably not. But still. My life is finally turning around! No more cutting! No more depression! No more-"Eh hem" I looked up "Are you gonna take it" he said looking at his hand which was held out for me to take. "Of course" I smiled.

We walked down to the cafeteria my hand still I'm his. Right when we entered he quickly ran away as fast as he could. Before I could progress what just happened a bucket of red liquid fell on me and that's when I lost it. I burst out into tears. "You pathetic loser. You would actually think I would wanna be friends with your ugly,pathetic,worthless,disgusting ass?!?! Oh my god HAHAHAHAHA. You should just go fall in a ditch and die in it. I don't want you. Your mom doesn't want you and neither does the rest of your family. Do you really wonder why your used to beat you? It's to tell you how worthless and disgusting you are. Kill yourself please. NO ONE WILL CARE! NO WANTS YOU AND NO ONE EVER WILL. You stupid hideous fat bitch!"

He said that to me. The guy I had a crush on for years said that to me. How could Reece be gifted with such beauty and intelligence and be such a cruel ass hole? Why did I like him? What value is this giving him? Why me? Am I really that ugly? Am I that unwanted? Would no one really care if I died? I was thinking all of these thing while I was running out of the school and back home. Then one thought came into my head. If no one would care if I died then why don't I just kill myself? I've been going through this my whole life. Why not just end it?

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I absolutely hated writing this chapter! I thought it was so mean and sick and cruel. Bullying is disgusting and if your a Kaylie carter please inform the police or someone! Don't let people ever treat you like that!!!!

Ill update soon. I update like 2 times a day lol. I have no life.

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