Did That Hurt You?

Chapter 6

Hai. This is very emotional at its kinda gonna go into Reece's past.

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Reece's Pov

I hated this. I hated myself. How could I do that to such an innocent girl. Right now I was outside walking in the rain. I really needed to clear my head.

So Austin told me that Kaylie didn't have his dad arrested for attention. She got him arrested because he was actually beating her and she couldn't take it anymore. Wow. I'm such a dumb ass. Now she'll definitely hate me forever. Poor girl. I've been torturing her for 3 years and she never did anything wrong. I was so pissed off at Austin but I couldn't really blame. I should've asked Kaylie what happened. I just.... I guess I just reacted quickly because Austin is one of my bestfriends and when I lost my father I was devastated and I wanted to destroy the person who took him away from me.

My father was literally everything to me. He understood me better than everyone but one night he and my mom were fighting so he left in his car and drove away later we got a call from the ambulance saying that my dad was hit by a drunk guy and the both were killed immediately in the accident. I couldn't believe it. I was so upset. My mother blamed herself but I knew it wasn't her fault at all. It was the drunk guys fault. His name was Gage Roberts. He had no kids. No wife. His parents were dead and he had no siblings. There was nothing I could do to get my revenge. It was too much for my 8 year old self to handle. At the funeral the reeds were all there paying their respects and when they were putting my father in the grave I ran out into the woods. I wasn't ready to face the fact that he was gone. I wanted revenge so badly but there was nothing I could do to get it.

While I was running I didn't realize someone was following me. Can you guess who it was? Austin and not far

behind was Kaylie. I didn't really know Kaylie back then. All I knew was that she was quiet. She wasn't really pretty but she wasn't ugly either. Maybe in the middle. Austin was 2 years younger then me so he was probably 6 and Kaylie was about 5-6 months younger then me so she was probably 7.

"Hey are you okay?" Austin asked.

I just put my forehead to my knees and silently wept. Suddenly I felt some warm arms around me. Was that Austin? I looked up to see that it was Kaylie hugging me. My first thought was to push her off so I did but she just came right back and hugged be again, telling me everything was gonna be okay. This time I didn't push her off. I actually hugged her back too. Austin just awkwardly stood there. Soon after our little hug fest we walked back to the funeral hand in hand. Ladies and gentleman that's how Kaylie Carter became my first crush... Well... It was Kaylie Reed back then. It was kinda weird how I started getting nervous around her so much. She was so beautiful on the inside.

Most girls who were pushed away the first time would start ranting and complaining and walk away. But she was different. She ACTUALLY cared.

So you can see why I HAD a crush on her right? Well that all changed in the summer after 5th grade. Austin told me Kaylie didn't get enough attention so she had his dad arrested for beating her. I was having a hard time believing it at first because Kaylie was so kind. But the way he was crying and the fact that my dad was taken from me and I couldn't get revenge I thought Austin should be able to have the satisfaction of getting even. Austin was like a younger brother to me. Little did I know that he made up some huge lie. So yes. I tortured Kaylie. Yes I told her a lot of things that weren't true and yes I drove her to suicide. Do I regret it? More than anything. When Austin told me the truth. That Mr.Reed did beat Kaylie and that's why she called the police I suddenly I hated myself. I ruined her life. For no reason at all. I didn't even talk to her about it. I didn't even think about the situation before I bullied her for 3 years. I took away 3 years of her life. I made her experience hell for 3 god damn years. I felt awful.

I didn't realize that it had started raining but I didn't care. I deserved this. I deserved this awful feeling inside my heart. Why the hell am I so stupid? God I am such a douche. Kaylie is gonna hate me for the rest of my life. When she comes back in senior year I'm gonna be so nice to her. I know that she is really weak and she can't defend her self so Ill do it for her. Ill threaten anyone who even looks at her the wrong way. Then she'll forgive me... Right?

I know what your wondering? Do you still like her? Well maybe a little bit. But not as much as I did. I like girls who are strong and confident. Kaylies just the exception. Innocence was really attractive for me. Can you blame me? But anyways Ill be really nice to Kaylie when she comes back and maybe she'll forgive me. Maybe we could be friends or more than friends too.

When Mrs.Reed told us she left I automatically felt guilty but I tried to hide it. That didn't stop a tear from sliding down my face though. When Austin was crying I was really confused because I thought that was what he wanted. Apparently not.

I realized I walked all the way home so I used my house key to open the door but before I went in I said "I'll find a way to make it up to you Kaylie. I promise"

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I still think Reece is a retarded douche. I can't wait to make them all suffer *smiles like a mad scientist*

Sory this chappy is shorttt

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