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Ch4//just a little talk

rileys pov

So today is the day after Mileys birthday and the kids and i are going to topangas so i can work for half a day.

Gilly is not sick anymore but i still need to take her temperature evey two hours so thats what i am currently doing.
Yesterday lucas said he loved me and im not sure if i love him back. after all he did my heart still hurts but its for the best to keep him away from my children. farkle and i have been getting closer than ever. he helps me watch the kids, her goes shopping with me, and hes always there foo me when i need him.

(at topangas)

me: heyy mom im here!
topanga: hey sweetie is miley gunna help us today!
me: yess she is ans the twins are to
miley: yyyyyaaaaaayyyyy
me: miley your going to help me wait tables okay?
miley: okay! mommy what are lilly and gilly gunna do?
me: they can follow us around and you can hold their hands so they dont go away!
miley: yess ma'am. i laugh an pick her up.
me: lilly, gilly, you two hold hands so you dont disapear.

i go up to a man with a menu.
me: hello sir how may i help you
??????: well i would like to start out with a hey miley how are you this morning!
me: FARKLE HEYY!!
farkle: hii riley hey gilly hey miley and hey lilly :)
lilly & gilly: can we stay with uncle farkle?
me: if thats okay with him?
farkel: of course !

lilly and gilly both sit down with him and play games with the paper abd markers miley brought.

me: miley lets go over there and help thT other man
miley: alrighty
me: hello sir hiw may i hel- licas whyy are you here?!?
lucas: because i wanted to make thing right. i broke up with missy and i want to be with you.
me: miley go in and help grandma and the register please
miley: but mommy what id he hurts you?!?! she raises her voice like shes about to cry.
lucas: no no no why would i hurt your mommy?!? he says worried.
miley: because you made her cry!
me: miley miley miley! mommy will be okay just please ho and help grandma she looks like she needs a hand.

miley then walks over to her and wispers something to my mom i can identify.
me: lucas see you scare my children!
lucas: im sorry but i needed to talk to you last night.
me: lucas look, you put me in so much pain. i am now crying. i needed you but you werent there. i cried everynight before she was born because my life was a disaster. but i want to thank you also. without miley my life would be a mess. i would mot learn happiness and self love. she made my love myself. she is the best thing that has ever happend to me. lucas i want to be with you but.....i cant do that to my kids.
lucas: princess please dont say that
me: lucas i like my life right now and i wanna have more kids by myself. (i was 19 when i found out i was pregnant)
lucas is now crying. i give him a hug and it was so nice to be in his arms again. it felt like i never left. like i was 18 again.
me: lucas i love you but we need time to settle. maybe in a few years , if you can wait that long the i will hive you a chance. for now go out and have fin with your friends. meet a beautiful girl that makes you happy thats not me. travel the world again. in the next few years i wanna adopt more children and i dont think your ready for that yet. bye lucas.

i give him one last kiss and it felt so good. he just needs time. i walk away and go back to miley.

miley: mommy are you okay?
me:yeah im great

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so i hope you liked that. i really do. i am going to update later todY or tonight so yeah byeeee
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