My Archer

Feelings Aren't Always True

Carson's POV

"I love you Carson."
Oh my god no... He looks into my eyes but I look down. He let's go of my arm.
"You don't feel the same?" He ask.
I can hear the anger and sadness in his voice.
"I don't know.." I say.
He looks at me more then walks away without another word said.
I lean up on the wall. Tears felled down my face. I do but I know he's lying. He doesn't love me. Only if he knew the real me.
"Carson." Someone whisper.
I looked to my right. To see Milton.
"Milton." I said.
I wipe my tears fast and put on a fake smile.
"I saw it." He says.
"Saw what?" I ask.
God shut up Milton.
"You and that man. You rejected him." I shrug then nod.
"Philip is looking for you. Not now but he was. He wants you back."
Shit. I nod. I walked our way back then walked to the front where everyone at.

We got back. Hershel, Martinez and Daryl are there. Rick and my dad are inside probably.
"Ms. Blake. Your with them again?" Martinez smirk.
"I am. Got something to say about it?" I ask.
I'm stepping closer to him. He still smirks. I feel someone grab my waist and pulled me to them. I look and saw Daryl. He put his arm around me.
"She mine. Back the hell off." Daryl growls.
God can Daryl take a hit? What should I do? I'm not good at this lovey dovey thing...

I groan quietly and put my arm around him. I fake smile and kiss his cheek.
"Don't worry babe. I'm yours." I say
He doesn't look at me. He keeps looking at Martinez, smirking.

Daryl your such an asshole. I play along and you can't even look at me? God. I pull away from him then walk in the barn. I see my dad, Andrea and Rick. My dad stands up. He looks at Rick.
"You had her." Dad growls.
"She was hurt. She with us. Not you." Rick growls back.
Rick is standing. He walks closer to my dad. Andrea steps in between them.
"Don't." She warns them.
Rick steps back. My dad stood there.
"You left us for them?" Dad ask.
My feelings aren't feel. They don't matter. I stared at him. Not knowing what to say. My breath started to get shacky. Unsteady. I ran out.

Andrea's POV

My eyes went wide when Carson just ran out. That poor girl. I turn to Rick and Philip.
"Look what your doing to that poor girl. She can't pick. Your gonna make her leave and choose no one." I snarled.
They both sighed. I know they both love Carson. But this? This isn't helping anyone I sighed.
"We all know Carson. She won't pick anyone." I sighed.
They nod.
"Carson with me. She is my daughter." Rick said.
I stood in the middle. Looking at Rick. Philip fist clinch.
"By blood she mine. She has my last name. I was there when she was born. I been there since she was 21." Philip growls.
"Look Carson is being with Rick, Philip." I said.
He glares at me.
"Get out then. Me and Rick are gonna talk." Philip says.
I look at Rick. He nods then I walk out. I look for Carson but I don't see her. I walk to Daryl.
"Where's Carson?" I ask.
He shrugs.
"I think she by Hershel." He said.
I nod. Then think. Why isn't she with Daryl?
"Do you care about her?"
He looks at me. Glaring.
"Of course I do."
I shack my head then walk away. I walk over to the side and saw Carson, Hershel, and Milton.
"Hey guys." I smiles.
They looked up and smiled back. Milton and Hershel were talking. Carson was listening. She looks sad and lost. I sat by her.
"Hey." I whisper.
She smiles weakly.
"Hey.." She says.
"Your with Rick. Not Philip. Rick is your dad. Philip... Changed. He isn't like he was." I said.
She study's me. She looks away finally and nods.
"Anything else wrong?" I ask.
She shrugs then shacks her head. She lying.
"Hershel. Milton can you give us a minute?" I ask.
They nod and walk away. I turn to Carson and look at her. She looks back at me.
"I know your lying tell me what's wrong?" I ask.
She sighs.
"I'm falling..."
I look at her. Tears ready to fall down her face. She wans to hold it back but it doesn't look like she can. They all down her face. She shacks slightly.
"Falling?" I ask.
Carson nods.
"I'm falling for Daryl but he doesn't know the real me..the real from before this hell hole." Carson explain.
"I'm sure you didn't do anything whats then what's happening in this hell hole." I smiled slightly.
She shrugs.
"I don't even know anymore..."
I snap.
"Carson listen to your self. You love him and he loves you. Just do it. You know he's not goanna pick anyone besides you." I snarled.
She glances over at me and stands up. "Bye Andrea."

Hey! Sorry I haven't updated in forever school and other things I been doing. I'll try to update soon!