My Archer

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Carson's POV 

I looked down as I walk back to where I'm supposed to be. I hear everyone pulling cars in to get ready for whatever gonna happen but then I gotta do what I gotta do. 

"Rick, do you know her?"

My eyes went up from there. I meet eyes with Rick. Oh my god...It's really him..Wait Daryl...I looked away to see if I can find Daryl but before I can look anywhere else Negan said my name,

"Carson! Do you know these people?" 

I looked at Negan straight in the eyes. I have to act fast or he'll know something up. If I say I know them he might kill us all. Fuck. Say no.

"No." I said. 

He walks up to me and his face is close to mine. He knows I'm a good thing in there group. I've done a lot. Negan knows it too. Yeah he's fucked up but he has some human left in him. 

"I'm trusting you. Break it, you die." 

He knows I'm a pretty shitty lair. So I have to keep eye contact with him or he will know I'm lying. I have to do what's best for me too. So I just nodded. He smirks and walks away from me yelling at everyone and making shit of Rick. I know if I will Daryl or he sees me, I might break lose and run to him. Fuck, I can't think about that right now. I look at Rick. Man. What happen? He looks so broken. Where is everyone? I just stand there and I see his people come out and then I see everyone.. Maggie, Carl, Michonne Carol, Carl with Judith.. Holy shit she got so big.. This is so hard. I don't see Daryl anywhere. He isn't dead fuck that. Right...

I looked at Negan. 

"Carson, I wanna check out the pool table. We might take it so go check Rick and his little ladies house to see what we can take. Rick come with me. Carl will show you." 

He smirks at Rick. I think he knows something up with me or Rick. Everyone keeps staring I can feel there eyes on me. I feel so shitty...I know Negan killed two of them and took one. Now I wanna know...

I finally look up and see everyone going different ways and everyone getting someone or just trying to make sure no one runs on Rick side. I hope no one does because honestly they will kill someone on sight without one thought. Me and Carl lock eyes and I start to walk over to him. His body look froze and I feel like mine is. Before I got to him I hear someone say my name. 

"Carson here!" 
I look over to see Vinny, he's an okay guy. He doesn't like killing but he always says he gotta do to keep his kids alive and that was the deal he made with Negan. Everyone in our group really does have deals with Negan so they don't die. Negan so fucking cruel it's crazy. He throws me a bag and I nod but he moves and then I see Daryl... My jaw dropped. He was the one that got took... 

I felt my lip start to quiver. Look away. Look away. But I couldn't. He looks so lost and for the first time it looked like he was scared. I would be to. He looks at me and we both lock eyes. His hands looks like he's shaking. Fuck I wanna run to him. But then I felt someone grab my wrist and yank me away. I looked over and it was Carl. He got so big to.. Holy shit. This is a crazy fucking day. He looks so mad. But before I can say anything, he does.

"You got a lot of explaining to do. Now let's go."