Hidden Wisdom

Words

There are many words I wish to say
Words that could lead to disarray
However I just pray to release these words I spray
Regret eats away at my psyche just because I love one highly
Got this grasp over me so mighty
Came the constant fighting now I cant stop smiling
After a big disaster I got my precious treasure
I would've lost it through secretive endeavors
I got it now I'm not letting go, Maybe it stunts my growth
I just want that chance to grow and let you know
These words aint for show because get minds blown
Others lead by fear makin' them get in gear
Soft words one cant hear it's too thin to bear
Losin my hair when all love starts to disappear
Words been locked away in my heart to spare others on a whim
Give everyone else hope when my candle is dim
Like takin' a shot only to hit rim and things turn grim
First starts with fam that got me buckin like a ram
The walls around my flow explode, oh my dam
About to be a lost lamb my mental needed a cram
Next is my love, a person Id take a shove
Over cliff so she can fly above, is it out of love?
Maybe I dont want her to go negative thoughts wanna blow
Do I gotta get my ducks in rows to put my heart on show?

I ask questions cause I need to know if ima keep my blessing
You're my blessing after the miles I tredded
For you to be newly wedded to a person whose skin shedded
I give credit to my work I dreaded just so I can get you naked
Touch that skin while you wash my sins
Make amends to the hurt I bound with pins
The road take a sharp bend when im alone to fend
Now im back surrounded ny the expressions
No exceptions now stricken with lyrical witnesses
More words on a hit list but the last phrase is just a wish.