Regret or guiltiness is what I should feel
But kicking and screaming and trying to heal
But how can I heal when I still have my mind
And all I want is for it to die
Why don't I hate this feeling inside
This feeling making me want to die
It's you, this feeling I hate to love
Yet love to have
It's not just you she's still here too
She's the reason I can't have you
But she's my best friend but I love you
Which is why I'm feeling this way
