Sitting next to her is like sitting next to a celebrity. Talking to her is like she's your wife. Asking her out will be hard but I'm willing to take the risk. Her name is Lydia, she's so gorgeous, truly an angel. It's hard for me to talk to her when I don't know how she feels. I'm new at this gay shit so I do my research and one thing I searched was turning a straight girl gay. It's kind of hard and I have friends that has done it and try to give me advice but I'm not sure if it will work. It don't always happen to every girl.
Lydia is my friend so I wouldn't want to mess that up. I like her a lot and I wonder what's her mind set. People always say ask but I'm too shy to. I would but what if she says " I'm straight " or "Eww" or what if... She say I like you too. It's scary when your a beginner...I'm still learning how to be cool and not shy.
I like to make her laugh tho. Her smile is so beautiful even if I was straight I would probably like her. Because she's so pretty and funny, silly , she likes hip-hop too that's a keeper. It's like I want to ask her but I'm scared of the answer I'm straight.
