Having at least 3 hours of working on our project and dealing with Nathan, I decide to walk at my back yard garden as it's the only place I can breath. I leave Nathan behind and begin to walk deep into the forest behind out house. The phrase keeps playing in my mind "I'm deeply, truly and madly in love with you". A sudden awkward smile creeps up to my lips. I stop. My left, finger coming into contact with my lips that were once sealed to never kiss a boy were now had been kissed. Yes I haven't had my first kiss, until Nathan dashed his lips on mine back at his house in the rain. What if he was right? What if I was also in love with him, just as much as he is with me? I continue walking further into the woods only to find a half unconscious bird laying on the floor. I run towards it a take a moment to look at what may be wrong with it. It's wincing in pain. There's seem to be something irregular about its right wing. Poor thing must of fell off the tree and broke its wing. "Are you lost just like me?... In emotions?". I ask the little bird that's now in my cosy palms i stroke its wings to smoother out the pain. Just as I turn I see Nathan there with a serious face. "Would you accept my hand if I told you that I won't ever let you get lost?" I walk straight past him not looking one bit into his eyes. "More walls" he shouts behind me. I stop moving, still having my back to him. "Why are you creating these walls between your heart and your mind? Are you afraid to listen to what your heart says? Is it really possible to be loved?" I hear foot steps. He comes to were we both are face to face. I look dead straight into his eyes. "I know what your trying to do, wether you like it or not" he pauses. "Your trying to push those away from you that want to love you and take care of you" I tear rolls down my cheek. My heart sinks into my chest. "You are nothing but a selfish, self-centred, foolish little girl" he says poking his index finger to my chest more likely my heart at the last part. At this point I have tears rolling down my eyes. He turns around to walk away. "You're the only one I can talk to" I say suddenly hearing my own voice crack. I walk right towards him so that I'm behind him. "Your the only one I have... Say something". He walks straight away and leaves my house.
