I don´t know how i feel about John, well I like him but when I heard what they talked about... I don´t know what to think.
I wish everything could be easier but that's not how it works in real life i guess.
I was deep in thought when I noticed that someone sat down next to me, It was Lilly.
"Hey Lills" I said and smiled at her.
She frowned, why? did I do something?
"Rita? I know it´s hard for you right now and all that but if you don´t want me to be your friend anymore than please just tell me. Because you don´t even call me anymore, we barely speak" She looked so sad saying all that and she couldn´t even look in to my eyes.
"No! it´s not that, your my best friend and I love you but I just need time, okay? It´s just..., I don´t know what to do" I looked at her helpless and she came closer and hugged me.
Why did this happen, why did my parents have to die? why me of all people?
"You know that if you need anything just let me know, okay? You can come over for dinner if you want, my mom wanted to see you and dad would love for you to come" She smiled and we stopped hugging.
"I would love to" I said and laughed a bit.
The bell rang and it was time for last class, art, I love art and I will actually get to be with Lills there even if here boyfriend would be there to.
Her boyfriend is so sweet and nice, he treats her like a princess, and most guys don´t, but his friends...., well I don´t understand why they even are his friends because they are like the opposite of each other.
When Ms. Axey finally opened for us to come in I walked to the same table I always sitt at and waited for her to speak.
(Clyssa is actually her name, I know its both cool and beautiful in the same time, right? She is also nice, shes like my favorite teacher.)
Once everyone was sitting in their seats she explained what we would do and I smiled like a crazy person.
"So today we are going to paint or drawn, you can chose what you would like drawing or painting, anyways I want you to pic what you love the most in nature and let the magic take over, just use your imagination, good luck everyone" She gave us a big smile and walked over to someone that wanted to ask a question.
I picked all the colors I could find and started drawing.
It turned out to be a wild rain forest with all the green colors you could imagine, with a long and green-blue waterfall and exotic beautiful flowers, palm tress, huge bushes, large hills and mountains (etc...)
But thats not what I loved the most, I loved all the animals on the picture, lions, panthers, crocodiles, elephants, hyenas and so much more.
I loved all animals, even spiders and snakes. (weird huh?)
The only animals I get weird vibes from are those natural naked dogs (I don´t hate them but it just feels weird that they are naked, and it feels wrong when humans dress dogs in clothes, see... it´s hard to explain...)
But as I said, there is nothing wrong with them, they are okay anyways.
I was already done with my picture and it looked beautiful, i was really happy about it.
Clyssa came walking to be when she saw that I was cleaning after my self, and that´s when I noticed that Lills wasn´t sitting beside me.
"Rita, is everything okay?" she asked looking all worried.
"Yes, off course, but my painting is done" I said and smiled back at her worried face.
"Oh, well let me take a look at it then" she said and we walked to my table..
Some of the people sitting close to me where curious and tried to see what Clyssa was looking at but they couldn´t see anything.
"Rita can you please write your name on it?" She asked and gave it to me.
I did as she asked and hesitated a bit before I gave it back to her.
She turned around and I walked after her, then I saw the small drawing pins and I understood what she was about to do.
She was putting my picture on the wall for everyone to see, oh no, this was so embarrassing.
"Umm you really don´t n-..." She interrupted me with a huge proud smile and I gave her a my special smile back.
"Thanks" I mumbled and walked back to my seat.
Some people where staring at it while others where whispering and smiling, or like some of the girls, they looked jealous.
It seemed like they actually like it, wow I didn´t see that one coming..
Now it was twenty minutes left of class, did I really do that picture in just fifteen minutes?
Suddenly one of the new guys in "my" class walked in, really late, why was he late? And why do I care?
He slipped a note to Classy (that's what I call the teacher by the way...) and walked to the only free seat in the room, the one next me, well thanks a lot Lills, Lilly was sitting next to her boyfriend.
He sat down and I and looked at me, why was he looking at me? and why didn´t he stop looking at me? What wrong with him!
"Why are you staring at me?" I asked impatiently and leaned my head in my palms, with my elbows on the table.
He laughed and and shook his hair with one hand.
"Because you are daringly funny and beautiful, so why would I not stare at you?"
I laughed bitterly and smirked at him, he is a bad-boy, I could tell as soon as he walked in but it´s a shame, most girls would have their heart broken because of him, he really was something to look at.
But me being me, I´m not most girl and I don´t fall for boys very easy, that´s something I learned not to do in the hard way...
"Well why can you just stare at something else? It´s not that hard, just turn your head away from me" I know it was stupid to say that because now he would try to "win my heart" or whatever but I really couldn´t care less about him right now.
"I don't want to, the view is so much more beautiful if my head stay this way" He said smirking at me.
Finally the bell rang, for once I was actually happy that the art lesson was over, before he had a chance to walk with me I almost ran away to get to my locker, but only to walk right in to someone, lucky for me it was only Robbert.
"Oh hi, sorry I wasn´t looking" I said with a careful smile.
He laughed and smiled back.
"Oh no it´s fine, I wasn´t either, so don´t worry" He said and we walked away, it turns out his locker was right besides mine and we started talking.
