only friends (HS)

//chapter 8//

                 

Harry

Ash is in love with me. I can't believe it. And of course I can't do anything about it because I legit can't move. It sucks. I need to push though this. She comes almost everyday and talks with me. She's so sweet. She tells me how her day went, what I've missed in school and everything she wishes Hunter would tell her. I don't know why she still talks about him when she is clearly in love with me. I wonder if nurse Caroline is hot. She always talks to me and she sounds really hot but I know noting about her. I really need to wake up soon. Im missing too much.

Ash

It's been three weeks. These three weeks have been the most boring weeks of my life. I miss Harry. I tell him everything he has missed and without him I realize how much he really affects my life. I really hope he loves me too. I honestly don't even know if what I'm feeling is real or if its me wishing harry was alive and I'm just missing him. Nurse Caroline is so sweet. She is married and has two very annoying girls named Paulina who is 8 and Chloe who is 5. They are adorable but so loud and obnoxious. I read to them once a week and they always offer for me to baby sit. I'm going to during summer to get money for college. Caroline tells me everything that is going on with Harry. She says they have no idea why it has taken him so long to come out. They think tomorrow is the big day because it's my birthday. March 23rd. I hope he comes back. That'd be the best gift.

Prom was three weeks ago but it felt like two years ago. Hunter and me haven't really talked. Nina and me have been becoming close. She's not as bad as I thought she was. We decided that we would become friends and she hangs out with me and Jordan everyday. We have become so close and we have told each other EVERYTHING. I found out she likes guys like Harry which I don't understand why she would want someone to take advantage of her just like Harry did. She was totally ok with it. Harry's family has been so depressed lately and I try to spend as much time as I can there. Gemma and I have always been close like sisters. She is the older sister I never had.

"You know, Harry always used to talk about you. He really cared about you. I could see his eyes would get happier every time he would talk about you." She says quietly to the point where I can barley hear what she is saying.

"I know. He is an amazing best friend. I hope he is still there. I miss him so much."

"So anyways what are you doing tomorrow? Its your birthday remember." She says trying to change the subject immediately.

"Well I'm going to be at the hospital all day with Harry hoping he will wake up for my birthday." I said very determined he will

"We all hope he will and who knows maybe he will wake up to see you on your big 18th birthday!"