My Depressing Poetry

No purpose

I seem to have no purpose
I feel as though I'm worthless
I do nothing but bring people down
Even the ones I think deserve a crown
I don't try to be depressing
But I have a hard time suppressing
These thoughts that kill me inside
They cause my eyes to open wide
They open wide with fear
And they don't let me hear
All the people that say everything's fine
But I'm too deep inside my mind
I try to push out those thoughts
But it's as if I'm trapped inside a box
With someone sitting on the top
Because I can't get the lid to pop
I'm trapped in my head
With these thoughts that I said
Have taken over my brain
And I do nothing but strain
To make people happy everyday
But I seem to fail in every way
I can't even make the girl I love
Feel like she's above
All this depression and anxiety
I can't make her see
That she means the world to me
As she's "torn" between two guys
I question how I look in her eyes
I'm so scared she doesn't love me
And that's enough to kill the
Good thoughts I have in the morning
Cause I feel like I'm found so boring
Well I'm out for tonight
Maybe next time all will be right