My Depressing Poetry

My Journey

I'm back with another poem
But so much is different now
This life still sucks
And I've thought about the final bow
That I might take
To leave this place
But this girl might make
Me stay and trace
The rest of my life
So that I can overcome this dark
And end this strife
Between me and the marked
Few people I truly love
And it hurts so much
I just want to rise above
This depression and such
It makes me feel worthless
Like I'm never gonna be good at anything
And I'm not really worth it
So I have no use to be here
And I might as well go
But my heads turning the gears
And it says I'm already home
But if I am then
Home feels like Hell
I don't know how long it's been
Since I was genuinely happy
So I'm still on my journey
To get better