I feel like a pile of dirt being thrown around the classrooms,
its like there's no way to turn,
and wherever I turn there leads embarrassment,
I feel so stupid,
everyone's above me,
where am I going to end up?,
I'm tired of being treated like some kind of brainless brat,
I whant to be known as someone,
I don't whant to be known as me,
the shy girl who's a mute,
the one who never raises her hand up,
the one who's too scared to stand up,
what's the point of life,
is it to make a family?,
is it to just have fun?,
or is it a life test that has been set on upon us,
I know you may never understand,
but I wish you could,
something inside me is burning to come out,
but I'm not letting it,
I don't why,
all thoes voices around,
telling me what to wear, who to be, all thoes feelings inside me waiting to be set free,
It's burning in my chest like fire in a dragon,
if only I could let it come out,
I'm just sitting there in the dark,
like a bird in a cage,
all thoes emotions inside me,
eating me from the inside so I could let them go,
I'm a carefree, outgoing person,
but even my friends can't see,
that's who I should be..
