The Alpha's Mate (#JustWriteIt #FreshStart)

chapter 5

If he wants you to be in his life, he'll put you there. You shouldn't have to fight for a spot.

After leaving me to my misery two weeks ago, Hayden attend the party; where Bianca announced they were mates. I watched as he slide his arms around her from the back, kissing her slowly.

I hope you enjoy the taste of my pussy on his mouth. My mind was sated with this thought as she turned in his arms clinging to him.

It's been a few days after Hayden's birthday and the whole mates debacle. Shivering from sexual flashbacks had me forgetting the present a few times today.

Currently today was going good so far, I hadn't done anything to cause me to be punished so that was a plus for me. It was dinner time and everyone who lived in the pack house, including the Alpha family was present. Hayden's parent was at the center of the room, their table was set with multiple dishes of meat.

I watched from the kitchen as flirtatious giggles floats all around the dining room. Everyone was happy, not a dried eye to be hold.

Unless you count me, which no one ever did anyways.

Like a moth to light my eyes locked onto Hayden, watching as he fed Bianca what was on his plate. She the ever wanting whore, kept accepting food into her opened mouth to everyone's delight. This was a sign from the goddess, they accepted each other in everyone's eyes as mates.

They are the perfect couple to the outside world. The Moon Goddess surely made them to be blessed together.

So why did it hurt me at night when he would sneak off with her outside of the pack house. The curiosity of what they could be doing, made me very much wanted to die so the unanswered questions would stop.

Some nights I find myself convulsing in horrible burst of pain, starting in my abdomen then spreading like wildfire over my body. Waking up around at 11 at night, I'm met with a disoriented mind and cold sweat all over me. I Only find slumber when he comes to me around 2 in the morning reeking of sex. Body too exhausted to push him away I wrap myself within his arms, crying silently as he will never looked at me the way he looked at her.

I'm always in my mind staring blankly at him when ever he's around. I am not  power hungry as the Luna called it I am confused at this turn point in my life.

"Stop staring at me and get back to work, Dakota!" I jumped at the sudden intrusion of the mind link as it carried his command. I scurried deeper into the kitchen too afraid that he would punish me for staying any longer.

Busying myself with getting dessert prep so I could serve it to everyone. I said a praise of thanks as the pies came out perfect, I didnt want there to be any problem because of me. The last thing I want is a punishment.

Counting out all 60 pies so that everyone was able to get a slice . The only one that worried me the most was the one created for Bianca. She was allegeric to alot of things fruit wise such as strawberry, blueberry, cherry, kiwi, apple etc. So I had to be extremely careful.

I made sure to bake a black current pie especially for her. The small bell rung signaling me it was time for desert.

Watching me struggling to bring out the pies, Mr. Moon requested for several pack male to help carry out the remaining pies.

Once all the pies where out, I turned back into the kitchen to get Bianca's pie so the dinner could resume.

Panic overrides my senses when I looked at the window stool and there was no pie on it. Brushing my hair back hard enough to feel pain, I laugh nervously looking for it in the microwave.