Diary Of A Bullied Girl

First Suicide Attempt

(Author: warning, sad.)

Dear Diary,

Everyone shove me like I was invisible. I am a ghost. They don't see me or hear me screaming. The storm was rising. I've grabbed a rope and tied one end to the ceiling. I think what happened in the past to now. I've began crying. I thought I am nobody anymore and who will care if I die. I grabbed the rope and tie it around my neck. I was about to kick the stand and quit breathing. However, father came in and stopped me when I kicked the stool. I dropped uncouncious. I was taken to the hospital. I was out for ten days straight. I had more drugs to take that'll make me sleep, put me a better mood, anti-depressants. The guilt started to rise again. I failed to die. Now, I cry every night because this. I've wish my father didn't came into my room and stop me. They smashed my laptop and shut off my phone. No more commication: more lonely and nightmares. They've made a mistake. I don't want to be alone anymore: I've want a friend.

Sincerely, Vanessa