Just talking.

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Sorry, no media cx (actually, when I finished writing this whole thing I was like "Well, I should draw something to show my appreciation." So here ya go. A WIP.)

Anyways, I really just wanted to talk, it's up to you if you want to listen or scroll by.

I love looking at other peoples art, it inspires me and helps with creativity, especially a few artists many people know about xD

But sometimes when I look, I start to feel like I'm not really good at drawing.

And then I really want to get better, but I don't really have any way how. I just moved recently, so I don't have any art books or supplies. All I really do is digital art, my same style... Which I should partially change up, and paper during math class.

Math class is literally the only place I draw in school... Since everywhere else is more important and/or takes up most time.

But as said, it makes me a bit sad.

I know drawing just doesn't happen, and people need to practice to get better xD of course, I've been drawing since forever and recently started to get better.

Now that I think of it, I shouldn't be so selfish xD

But still, veering off topic, sorry. I guess the most reason I come on wattpad is to see other artists.

Basically I'm an artisan?

I'm not a fan of wattpad books xD nothing is good, in my opinion. I do on rare occasion read werewolf, teen romance, or maybe some Larry fanfic, but that's about it.

But the main reason I mostly do is come on t'post art. Or see others art, and makes me determined to get better xD

And... That determination is going nowhere. I really don't know what I'm talking about, but... Yea. I just felt like letting that out to you guys, since you actually don't criticize my art and are really supportive!

In school, I sort of keep to myself. Whenever I do draw, certain friends make fun of it xD which is sort of degrading, and I defend my art as best as I can, but it still hurts, y'know?

It does.

Like, why? I know I'm still learning to draw things other than wolves, which is what I was obsessed with and only knew how to draw xD

Gee, I really wish I could find some really old art, that would show you guys how much I've progressed since the beginning xD

That's why I draw, to get better c: and because I enjoy expressing myself in drawings. I just really want to get better, but xD drawing on a phone isn't helping; seeing as I repeat everything I do

Does that mean I should experiment with different things?

Who knows, this little talk I'm doing is pointless.

Doesn't matter, probably everyone will scroll by xD it happens.

I'm not saying I dislike my own art, I just...

Well, I don't know. I really don't know why I'm talking, I just am. Useless, I know xD

I'm passionate about drawing, yes, I'll just be posting more weird scribbles and stuff on my way towards achievement xD c;

If I make it, that is. eue




Oh whale, if you stuck around to read, thank you, a lot... It means everything to me xD

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