Maybe One Day: Shawn Mendes

Chapter 15

The ambulance rushed to the hospital as I sat there in the back holding her hand and crying my eyes out and the paramedics did all they could in the back of a moving vehicle. all I could think of was the absolute worse, that she wasn't going to make it and I would lose the absolute love of my life to a car accident, a car accident I'm surely positive is my fault had i not called her causing her to have her phone in her hands making her crash.
"it's all my fault its all my fault" I kept saying over and over again to myself rocking slightly back and forth crying my eyes out watching the love of my life slowly die before me. "I'm not going to let you leave me, these men are gonna help you, you're going to be okay princess I swear, you're going to be perfectly okay." I finished saying as the van came to a halt and the back doors were thrown open revealing more doctors and nurses who were there's for Bella and rushed her out of the back into the hospital into a room where they wouldnt let me go in with her. when I did some nurses held me back before I gave in and fell to the ground in a fit of tears.
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about an hour and a half later I was in the waiting room anxiously waiting for a doctor to come in to tell me how she was. I jumped up at the sight of every doctor that came in the waiting room. as I waited I came to the realization that Sammy had been there. she was standing there at the corner and she just stood there and watched Bella get in hat crash, its not my fault its hers. I had to tell the police and I would but now, I had to wait and I had to be with her.

another hour had passed. and another. and a half before a doctor had come out to the void waiting room. "uh ai-" I cut him off right there and jumped up and ran towards him almost slipping on the way due to the cleaning being done and the lack of signs but, I ran there and it seemed further then it was. the doctor chuckled a bit before telling me that she was stable and I could see her. he gave me her room and I practically ran down the halls before finding her door. I grabbed the knob and took a deep breath and I closed my eyes and walked in. I opened my eyes and my breath hitched when I saw her. she was attached to tons of machines and looked all sorts of beat up bug managed to be the most beautiful girl on the fact of the earth at the same time.
I closed the door and walked over to her bed side, sat down and took her hand into mine. I brought it towards my face and gently kissed it as her eyes fluttered open. "hey princess" I said quietly as she turned her head to look at me and smiled. she tried to say something bug winced in pain."ahhhhh baby girl its okay,you're okay see? just like I promised" I whispered to her.
I sat there for hours with her comforting her before they told my hours were up and k had to leave. I gave her a kids goodbye and told her I would be back right in the morning she smiled at me as a sign of an "okay" as I walked out.
I was given a voucher for a taxi to drive me back to my car. I hopped in and they drive me right to it. I payed and hopped into my own pain struck when I remembered Bella laying there I blinked away a few tears j my eyes as I drove off the anger hitting me where it hurt the most. "not even the cops,her."
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