The First Boy

chapter 2

Being stuck in a relationship that you don't wanna be in can really fuck you up and that's what mine was doing and I don't call this a relationship its more like lion hunting his prey and there is no luck. Since Paul got arrested he is extremely violent towards me and he doesn't care how I feel and god knows that am tired of the fight with him I just want a normal relationship but with him that's not possible by this time am done fighting with him I just let him have his way with me. I remember we went out with our friends and I was talking to a couple friends and he got mad and walked over to me and punched me right in the jaw in front of our friends and they were all in shock except my best friend I couldn't do anything but run to the bathroom my face was covered in blood by this time my patience was running out and I decided to give him a taste of his own medicine.
We went back to my house and he fell asleep on the couch and I got over to the stove and put some boiling water on and I waited and waited for it to be boiling hot and I took he pot and walked over to the couch and stood over him with the water while I was crying but then the the phone rang and I jumped and the water got him on the chest and he jumped up and grabbed me by the neck and started to choke me. I tried to get him off but instead he squeezed my throat even tighter and any this point I couldn't breath and then he let go and went to the bathroom.
Two days after the incident things got a little better he bought me flowers ad told me that he loves me and he wouldn't do anything to hurt me and that am his dream come true,I was a little happy to hear those word but deep down I was thinking about Keith and my feelings for Paul slowly vanishing and at this point I didn't really care how I was feeling about Paul only thing I wanted was Keith and him only. I start spending time with Keith whenever Paul was away because I needed the comfort and love that I was lacking from Paul things were great for the first 3weeks until Paul found out about Keith and I secret hook up and I didn't care that the bitch told him that I was messing around.
Paul didn't say anything about me hooking up with keith because he was busy hooking up with my Bestfriend and this point I was furious with her because she cause everything to happened but she was busy sleeping with him, Keith came to the house to pick me up and we left and this point Keith was the comfort that I was looking for and I finally found it.