The First Boy

chapter 3

Being hurt by being abuse and having the fact that my Bestfriend was sleeping with my boyfriend tore me apart and my mind was made up to date Keith and I didn't care about the consequence that comes after my decisions that I was making. I just wanted to get away from everyone that has hurt me.
I finally got the courage to tell Paul that it's over and even though I was scared that he might hit me but I didn't care I just want to get away but he didn't do anything he just says do whatever the hell I want because he don't care anymore and I wasn't shock when he said this I was just happy that everything was over with and I could go and live my life with Keith. As soon as I walked out the door I called Keith and told him what went down and he came and pick me up and we spent the day together.
One month passed and things were going great with Keith this was what I was looking for while I was with Paul,I have never felt like this I was loved and this was great, suddenly my phone phone rang and it was ex friend I wasn't going to answer but I decided to do so when I did she was crying and I taught that she was getting the same treatment that I was getting and I felt sorry for her but that wasn't the reason why she called, she told me that Paul had been shot I was silent for a couple seconds and she said hello I asked if he was dead she said no, I didn't want to know the reason why he was shot I just wanted to be with with him I told her to meet meet me at the hospital and I hang up went upstairs and changed my clothes. It only took me 15 minutes to get to the hospital when I got there she was outside waiting on me and we went in together. As we walked in the room together and to see him just laying there with bandage over his chest I felt weak to the knees I don't know why I was feeling this way after how he treated me but at the same time I was still in love with him an I didn't understand why these feelings are coming back I tired to fight back the tears but instead I started to cry I wanted to leave but I couldn't my feet wouldn't move so I just sat there and look at him. Then he started to wake up and he groaned with pain and I couldn't take it andi got up and left the room.
I couldn't stand seeing him in pain and at the same time I wanted him to be in pain as much as I as while I was with him but my emotions were all mixed and I didn't know what I wanted part of me wanted to be with him and the other wanted to run, lucky he is going to be okay.
  After 15 minutes Keith called and asked if he was okay and I was happy that he called cause I could use a friend I didn't want to leave him all alone here but I had no choice so I told Keith to come as pick me up and did and I went home and for the rest of the night everything was okay.