MUSIC OF LOVE (ONE-SHOTS)

PERFECT

a/n: wala na namang nag suggest kaya ako na lang muna ang pipili ng kanta.. hope you like it.. hindi po pala ito romance. all about sa mag tatay lang.

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Peter's POV

Nandito ako sa aking kwarto.

Nakahiga sa kama habang nakikinig ng music.

Hi ako nga pala si Peter. 15 years old. Walang apelyido kasi short lang naman daw to sabi ni miss author. mayaman. gwapo. mabait. masunurin na anak. malapit na daw sa perfect.

Ano ang gagawin ko sa lahat ng ito kung hindi ko naman maramdaman na may pamilya pa ako.

Nag-iisa akong anak ni Paul isang tanyag na businessman. Wala na akong mama kasi namatay siya ng pinanganak niya ako. Si daddy palaging wala. Kung saan-saang tour siya pumupunta. Laging inuuna ang business kaysa sa akin.

Lagi siyang wala tuwing family day sa school. Graduation ng elementary at ako ang valedictorian wala siya. Palaging napapako ang mga pangako niya. Sa lahat ng birthdays ko na nangangako siya pupuntahan niya hanggang ngayon hindi parin natupad.

Pustahan tayo. Walang alam si daddy kahit isa tungkol sa aking. Siguro ang alam niya lang na ako ang tagapagmana niya. Ni hindi niya nga alam siguro na marunong akong mag gitara at kumanta.

*knock*

*knock*

"Sir pinapatawag po kayo ng daddy nyo sa sala" sabi ni manang. isa sa kasambahay namin.

"susunod na lang ako manang." sagot ko na lang. Hayy ano pa bang magagawa ko perfect son daw eh.

Binitbit ko ang gitara ko kasi baka makantahan ko na si daddy ngayon. pangpawala stress niya. Alam ko naman pagod yun sa trabaho.

*Living room*

"Hello daddy! Good evening! How was your trip?" pambungad ko sa kaniya. pero mukhang bad mood siya.

"Ano tong nabalitaan ko na bumaba ang grades mo this second quarter?" sinisigawan na ako ni daddy.

"One point lang naman yun dad. Ako parin ang first."sagot ko sa kaniya.

"Kahit na. Dapat tataas lang ang grades mo at hindi bababa. Baka naman dahil sa barkada yan? Layuan mo na sila ngayon pa lang" parang iiyak na ako.

Hindi naman ako perfect eh. Sana maintindihan niya naman yun.

"Pakinggan nyo po ako dad. Sana maintindihan nyo na ako." dadaanin ko na lang sa kanta ang saloobin ko.

*PERFECT - SIMPLE PLAN*

a/n: kunyari siya yung kumakanta sa itaas.

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

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"Dad i"m so sorry if mom died because of giving birth to me. *huk* i know i can't be everything that you want. *huk* d-dad sorry if i fail you this time."umiiyak na ako. bakla na kung bakla basta na sabi ko na kay daddy ang gusto ko.

"no no Peter. I'm sorry for not being your dad. i'm sorry if i shouted earlier. i promise i will be here for you. This time i will change. I just miss your mom because you are the boy version of her. I love you Peter i just don't know how to show it to you." daddy hugged me..

Even if i am not perfect am still thankful to god because he gave me back my father. I will strive hard not to be perfect but to be a good son to my dad. 

"Son?"

"Yes dad?"

"You have a good voice. Just like me."

"weh? You are kidding me."

"Wanna try my golden voice?"

"sure"

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This is Peter logging off

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a/n: ok guys talk about sabaw??? suggest nga kayo.. kahit walang votes.. just comment.. free dedication din..