Once When I Was 10

Chapter 2

Aude below! ~Siree
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This stinks. People stink. Relationships stink. Relationships, just another word that meant the world to me when I thought it was a good thing. Ha ha, silly me. Love relationships do nothing but break your heart.

The words we're just floating in my head.  "Aude is pregnant. Aude is pregnant." Who knew that those three words could hurt so much. The fact that Aude is pregnant is not what bothers me. In fact, I would be very happy for her if it wasn't for one critical detail. Bennett is the father.  Bennett is the freaking father. That's what he wanted to tell me when he called yesterday. It's not 100% sure, but pregnancy tests rarely make mistakes.

This is way too stressful for me. I have got to to relax. I need to go out and get some air or something.
My phone buzzes, snapping me out of my thoughts.

It's Katie. She's one of my friends at the film school. She has dark brown eyes and bright blonde hair with freckles on her pale skin.

"Hey Texy! Wanna go to the movies tonight?" She texts me.

"Okay, I'll see you there, say, around five?" I reply.

"Can it be 5:30 pm? I have a lot of homework to do." Katie texts.

"Okay. See you at 5:30 pm!" I write.

I look at the time on my phone. It's 4:38 pm. I should go take a shower.

A few minutes later, I get out of the shower and I hear music coming out of Aude's room. I decide to enter and go talk to her.

When I open the door, Aude is editing one of her videos (she's also a beauty vlogger) and listening to soft pop.

I sit down next to her on the bed.

"Hey."

Aude hears me and turns the music off.

"Hi."

"How  are you feeling?" I ask her.

"Pretty good, actually. I don't really feel any pregnancy symptoms." Aude says to me

"Well, that's probably because you're only a month pregnant. You don't even have a baby bump yet!" I tell her

"It's weird that you're talking to me now. I thought you were still mad about me sleeping with Benett." she says

"I am still mad. But it wasn't your fault. You were taken advantage of by him." I say to Aude

"I know, but I don't have the courage to press charges. Plus, I'll get so much hate on social media. People will call me a "slut", a "whore", a "drunken bitch".  Some will probably even say that I'm doing it for attention."

As she says those words, I look into her eyes and realize she's suffering so much more than I am. She has a pregnancy to deal with, she's going to have to face the reactions of millions of fans and she was basically raped.

She looks so sad and I want to make her feel better, but I don't know how I could. So I just look at her with an expression of empathy on my face, while caressing her shiny silver hair.

Without even thinking, I do something stupid. Something that should not have happened. I stare at her lips for a few seconds, and go in for a kiss.

I know this is wrong, but it doesn't feel like it. I try to pull away, but Aude presses her lips against mine and slips her tongue into my mouth.

I am surprised by her reaction, but I continue to kiss her. The room starts getting more hot as I'm kissing her neck.

I pull up her skirt and take off her underwear. She moans so loud that I have to cover her mouth with my hand. The sound of her muffled moans is echoing in the room.