Chapter Five

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Ella's POV
You know that feeling you get when you want to enjoy the time you are at at that moment but your mind is in the future? Well in that pub I had that feeling.
I was trying to laugh with my old mates but all I could do was dream about being with Louis, and I couldn't help it.
Although everyone else seemed to be the same way. Maybe we all had the same dream. I turned to Chelsie, the one I thought I could trust most and asked for a chat somewhere private. I wanted to get my feelings out there so I could enjoy right now.

Chelsie's POV
"Can I have a word in private, please?" Ella asked quietly.
"Sure," I replied, smiling. "Guys we're off to the loos be back in a bit."
When we got into the toilets Ella sighed. "I don't know what's wrong with me. I keep dreaming about Louis and zoning out and I feel like I'm wasting my life cuz I know it's not going to happen. Why can't I be normal?!" She cried. I didn't know what to say, because at the end of the day, I felt the same about Niall. In the end I just comforted her the best I could and told her I knew how she felt and eventually we left to meet the real world.
If only fantasies could come true, then everything would be fine and everyone would be happy. If only.

Scarlet's POV
When Ella and Chels came back Ella looked like she'd been crying, but I left it to her, she probably didn't want to talk, and being the quiet, sensitive girl I am, if someone wants to be left, I leave them be. Sometimes it's the best thing to do.
However, I did wonder what was up, but didn't we all? There's nothing worse than wanting to know something but not wanting to ask incase you hurt someone's feelings, and that's the sort of thing I worry about. I guess that's just part of my DNA.
My mums like it too. 'They don't wanna talk, don't make 'em' she always tells me. She's a good person, my mum.

Millie's POV
None of us were really in the mood that night, so in the end we said our goodbyes and went home. We promised to keep in touch no matter what and I said I would set up a group chat on Facebook so we could all talk together. Rebecca and I live just round the corner from each other so I said I would drop her off as she was completely smashed.
Once I got home I removed my makeup, brushed my teeth and combed my hair through, whilst singing 'temporary fix' in the mirror. Eventually I climbed into bed and drifted into a calm, deep sleep, full of one direction related dreams. My favourite kind.

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