Secret Love Song

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Jerrie:

Perrie's POV

"Pez why can't you just tell them" she begins to sob.

All I want to do is go wrap my arms around her and comfort her but my legs don't seem to move.

"Jade I want to....sooo much it's ju-" she cuts me off

"I can't do this anymore Perrie" she sniffles

"What are you saying?" I feel my heart sink

"I can't do this anymore, I don't want to keep hiding us away. I hate it" she throws her arms up in the air as she walks towards our room.

I really want to follow her but my legs aren't moving it's as if they're nailed to the floor. A few minutes pass and she comes back with a suitcase in her hands.

She heads towards the door, opens it and takes one last look at me "Bye Perrie" she leaves with tears on her face.

When the door is completely shut, I sink to my knees and begin to sob my heart out.

She left. My love left.

All because I didn't speak up for us.

-

I wake up gasping, it was just a dream. Thank god. I wake up with no one beside me. Where is she? On cue I hear pots being moved around. She's in the kitchen. I sigh in relief, I get up and stretch a little and make my way to the kitchen.

"Morning princess" I hug her from behind and plant a soft kiss on her shoulder

"Morning beautiful" she turns around to kiss me. I instantly kiss her back. I kissed her for longer than she intended.

"Woah, what's gotten into you Pez" she puts her arms around my neck and I wrap my arms around her waist

"Nothing, I just love you so much" I tell her

"Oh, I love you too" she blushes.

"Jade, you smell that" it smells like something is burning

"Oh fuck, the breakfast is burning" she pulls away from our embrace and turns off the stove. She grabs the pan with the burning eggs and throws it in the sink.

"Damn, and it looked like it was going to taste good" I turn on the faucet

"This is your fault, Pez" she smacks my arm

"Is it now?" I grab her arm and pull her to me

"Yes, you came waltzing in with your cute self and distracted me" she giggles

"Hmm, my cute self ayy" I smirk at her

"Yesss!" She crosses her arms and pretends to be mad, which is adorable

"I think I have a better idea than breakfast" I wiggle my eyebrows at her and I lift her onto the counter top.

"Wellll if you wanted some dessert Miss Edwards you should have just asked" she says seductively before kissing me.

I moan in the kiss, I wrap my arms around her again. My hands find their way under her shirt and unclasp her bra.

"L-lets take this to the bedroom" she moans as I kiss her neck

"As you wish Miss Thirlwall" I help her down the counter

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"Wow" she says feeling dazed

"That was amazing" I say breathlessly

"This was the best sex we've ever had" I look at her

"Yeah" I agreed

"Today, a year ago we shared our first kiss" she plays with my hand

"Oh I remember that night" I smile at the memories

"We were kind of drunk but not drunk enough to forget. Best night ever" she lays her head on my chest

"For me the best night ever was when we made us official" I tell her

"Very true! It took us a while to admit it to ourselves" she covers us with a blanket as I mess with her hair

"Ah yes it did, but the girls called it" I laugh then it's silent for a minute.

"When are you going to tell them" she looks up at me

"Soon my love" I kiss her

I need to find a way to tell them. And soon. Jade already told her family but we asked them to keep it a secret from mine because I don't know what they'll think.

I'm so scared.

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Please don't hate me for making this chapter so short. The next one will be longer I promise.

I love you beautiful. Thank you so much for the support, it means so much.

-JJ