I know i write about the best of life, but today i will talk about
the downfalls of it...
"How? Why?!" Is what you may be asking yourself, but the truth is,
life isn't rainbows and roses. Even the most beautiful roses have
thorns that prick us.There comes a time when we "can't
even". In this point, we feel as if life is crumbling down on us
as we speak. there are instances when we should give up. Well
guess what? I'm not going to tell you you shouldn't do, its your
life in the end. But before you go shut down on yourself, listen
to me please.
I had a friend, her name shall remain unknown, but i told her
something that only a friend could say in the nicest way ever.
What she was doing, affected the people i cared about, i couldn't
help but warn her of her actions. She got mad at me and when i
tried to apologize, she didn't even want to look at me. as soon as
this happened, i felt like i got stabbed in the chest, it hurt like
hell. she was like a sister to me, we used to do everything
together. Hell...we even went to Florida together.
Losing her, was like losing half of my life. she meant so much to
me. One day after the incident, my dad called me to tell me that
he was moving to Tennessee, in my previous work, i described how
much he means to me. i had already lost him five times, one of
those times he was close to death, i couldn't stand the pain any
longer. he left without letting me say goodbye, my heart broke
even more than it already was.
I thought i had cried my whole life out but apparently not,why
do i say this?
Well two days after this, had become four days my cousin hadn't
come home. i kept trying to call her and she wouldn't answer.
I became so worried, she was the second person i could trust
with anything.
I tried texting my friends(family) but what had happened with
my friend had affected them too. I felt bad because we were a
family, i told them i wouldn't let anything ruin that, and here
i was ruining it myself with my idiotic self. i couldn't handle
the pain any longer, i texted my other friend and told him i
didn't want to live anymore. What happened next made me realize
i was being stupid.
Life has its downfalls, sure. But its up to you to let it ruin
the rest of your life. look...the point of this is that you need
to face your problems, whether they're big or small. running away
from them isn't going to help you. face your problems and steer
your life in another direction, or... Keep in this direction and
live your life full of sorrow and remorse... Like i said before,
I'm not gonna tell you what to do. It's all up to you.
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Teen Fictionjust a teen with an open mind and a desire to change the world while listening to music and getting inspired by it.