I'm fucked up

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ITLL GET BETTER AND I KNOW IT SO TRY A LITTLE HARDER AND YOULL SEE

                                                (Its A lie)




i have a list that runs through my head along with the voices the want me dead

1) WORTHLESS

2) FUCKED UP

3) SLUT

4) BITCH

5) UGLY

6) FORGOTTEN

7) UNLOVED

8) CRAZY

9) WASTE OF SPACE

10) SOME TIMES I FEEL AS IF IM SUICIDAL BUT I ALWAYS PUSH THOSE THOUGHTS AWAY

I've spilled down and try to be happy but when these monster won't go away they say there here to stay  i try to block them out and i try to stop but for some reason that little red line helps alot i can't do it any more............bye 

ill try to update when my thoughts get out of control 




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