There's a million reason why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
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Ang tanga ko.
Sinasaktan na ako ng harap-harapan pero minahal ko pa din.
Ako na ang niloko, ako ang nagpatawad.
Sinaktan ako both physically and emotionally pero nandito pa rin ako sa tabi niya.
Alam kong hindi niya na ako mahal.
Kasi pinaparamdam niya sa akin yon.
And even worst sinabi niya pa sakin. Pinamukha niya pa sa akin.
Yes. There's a million reason why I should give up.
But what can I do?
The heart wants what it wants.
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Lea's POV
Im here in the bar with my boyfriend. Hindi naman ako pumunta dito eh. Maingay kasi at magulo. Hindi ako sanay sa mga ganyan. Pero gusto niya kasi at mapilit. Kaya wala akong choice. Umupo lang kami ni Aga sa sofa na round shape.
"Ano order mo, honey?" Napatingin naman ako bigla sa kanya. Honey? Babes and term of endearment namin eh.
"Milkshake na lang." Sabi ko.
"You don't want any beer or wine? Tequila? Or vodka?"
"You know I don't drink, BABES." I said emphasizing the word BABES. He just nod. He called the waiter and ordered my milkshake, his beer(psh), and some chips.
"Let's dance, babes." He said while drinking his beer. Ang bilis naman uminom ng lalaking 'to.
"Babes, wag na. Ang gulo dun eh. Baka mapa-ano ka pa."
"Ang kj mo naman. Sasayaw lang eh." He said irritatingly.
"Babes, akala ko ang sabi mo magde-date tayo? Hindi magba-bar." I said trying to be more calm.
"Sabihin mo na lang kung ayaw mo. Andami pang sat-sat!" He yelled at me then left with his beer. A tear fell from my eyes. I just wiped my tears off.
"Hey! You okay?" A man from my back asked me. I turned around and saw Rob, an old friend of mine more like... Ex.
"Yeah. Have a sit." I said then umupo naman siya sa tabi ko.
"Are you sure you're okay?" He asked again. I just nod.
"Yun ang pinalit mo sa akin? When I was your boyfriend, I can't even yell at you. Or do something that will hurt you." He said. Tama nga siya. He treated me like a princess before. Pero wala eh. He left for his job outside the country. Our relationship didn't worked out. I'm the one who broke up to him. I just smiled weakly then bow my head. Nahihiya ako. I was shocked when he hugged me. And in just an instant, someone grabbed him and punched him in his face.
"Aga! Stop!" I yelled trying to stop Aga.
"Don't you dare touch my girlfriend." He said to Rob. Then he look at me angrily. "Lets go." Sabi niya sabay kaladkad sakin.
"A-aga.... Nasasaktan ako." I said while my voice cracked. I'm crying right now.
We reach the parking lot when I withdraw my grip and yelled at him.
"Aga, ano bang problema mo?!!!"
"Ikaw. IKAW ANG PROBLEMA KO!!!" He said while pointing at me.
"Bakit mo sinaktan yung tao?!! Wala naman siyang kasalanan! At ako?!! Ano ang problema mo sa akin?!!!" I shouted to him. Im still crying.
