Your P.O.V
“I'm sorry (y/n). I think you have to let go of me. I don't think we can continue this relationship any longer. I'm sorry for all” Yifan or as known as Kris by his friend, said while looking straight into my eyes. I can see sadness, dissapointment and slightly angerness in his eyes.
“B-But why? I thought you love me? I-I thought we love each other?” I said as I control my tears from falling down. “Yes but-” he paused. “But what? Tell me. Did I do something wrong?” I asked. “About that... it's hard for me to explain and you wouldn't understand” he said.
“Kris, don't you love me anymore?” I asked as my tears already falling down. “I do but-” he sighed. “But I don't think we can continue this. I'm sorry” he said one last time and begin to walk away from me.
My tears falling non stop as I start to sobbing. I ran away straight to my house.
“Hey honey how was your-” my mom stop her words when she saw me crying and running to my room.
I closed the door of my room and started to cry my eyes out on my bed. I kept on sobbing and sobbing and I'm sure that my mom would hear that. Knock knock. Someone knocked on my bedroom's door. I'm didn't bother to say anything as I was busy crying.
“Hey honey are you okay?” my mother asked as she sat on my bed. I hugged her and started to sob even harder. She pat my back. “It's okay. It's okay. Just cry” she assured me.
After a while, I kind of stop crying but keep sobbing a little. “Okay now tell me. What happen to you? What does Kris did now?” my mom asked. She is so understanding. If you're curious why my mom asked that kind of question is because I told her everythiiiiiing about my relationship with Kris. And in our relationship, we always fight even if it just a small thing.
“H-He broke up with me” I said as I start to sob again. “Why don't you try make it up to him? He must've done that with reason. Why don't you try to talk to him?” my mom suggest. “I'll try” I forced a smile. “That's my daughter. Now, stop crying okay?” she smiled as I nodded.
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That night, I called him right away.
“Kris” I said
[What?] he said.
“Did I do something wrong? If I did something without my known, please tell me. Atleast I could make it up to you”
[No, you didn't do anything]
I know he's lying. Like dude, I've been your bestfriend for like, 5 months. And we're in this relationship in like 2 months. So it's impossible for me to not know anything about you.
“I know there's something. Please tell. Maybe I could have second chance with you?”
[Why is it so hard for you to forget all about us?]
“Because I love you” I started to cry but I hold it because I don't want him to hear it.
He just hummed as reply as I just sighed.
[Tell me, why is it so hard for you?]
“I just said a while ago. I love you. Do you think it's easy for me to forget all the memories we already created together?” I sobbed.
[Just forget all of it]
He end the call. I cried harder.
I started to message my bestfriend, Annie about my situation with Kris. She shocked at first but then she comfort me. “It's okay. We're going to go through this together okay? And if you already giving up about that guy, just tell me. I'll help you move on” that's what she said to me. Damn I'm glad I have a bestfriend like her.
